Amirah's

2010-10-22T21:08:00.000-07:00

heh okay sorry I havent been blogging much lately. my lappy's been down for the past week. bleaghhh. so anyways, i went out with Cnaty ytd. went to townnn, and it was still the same old things. buuut, I bumped into TR for like the third time. and she's like homygosh so pretty I want to dieee! and somehow she turned whn she saw me cause I think she remembered me as the girl who was with the dramatic screaming girl which is also my Twin<3 hehehehehhe. and yes babies, sch's going to open in about 2days time? well at least the hours are not too bad. I can still get my sleep in the morning (: mmmkayyy, gonna go meet my favourite boy later. bye!

2010-10-16T21:46:00.000-07:00

half of my heart's got a grip on the situation, half of my heart takes time.
half of my heart's got the right mind to tell you that i cant keep loving you.
half of my heart's got a real good imagination.
half of my heart's got you.
half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you tht half of my heart wont do.
and half of my heart is the part of a girl who's never truly loved anything.
but i cant stop loving you. and i wont stop loving. with half of my heart.

2010-10-12T20:42:00.000-07:00

dont be alarmed, I feel we're falling back to ground.
dont be afraid, I hear in every word they say.
that even if you dont look back, be sure and find out
who was there, what they wore and ten more reasons.
dont be alarmed I feel we're falling back to ground.

2010-10-12T07:43:00.000-07:00

firstlyyy, thankyou Alex! for treating us to ThaiFood just now. we're super lucky to have a super nice friend like you. (: so anywayyy, Twin, Alex and I headed to some corner of bedok to eat our thai food that we've been wanting to eat for so longgg. heheh. and alex asked me the weirdest question. and Twin&I showed our most epic faces after our meal. and alex looks just like the maid beside him on the bus, otw back to Tamp. Haha! we bus-ed to Tamp just to get bubbletea. we lv bbtea! and then, bumped into T.R. I swear Twin went ksiao. i was damn embarrased to be walking beside herrr. but i lv her too much to walk away from her happy moment. Haha. and Gpa is alr out. mine didnt turn out very well. uhmmmm kay, idk how to break it to my mum. kbye.

sentosa beach baby!

2010-10-11T20:55:00.000-07:00

hehe. ohkay so i sort of went to Sentosa ytd with my Khyr.blastboy ^^ and this boy cannot stopppp, flipping around his slippers. but, i lv him enough to not get mega annoyed by it. HA HA. anyhoo, we headed to vivo first to get our picnic mat and food. andddd, we bumped into Hvda&her boyf thr as well. so funny, cus the first time we bumped into each other was at Vivo too. hoho. after getting what we needed, made our way to sentosa around five-ish. and we were angry at the wind. HAHA. talked&sat&chilled until it was dark (: and then we headed back homeeee. nowww, I hafta wait until thurs to meet him again. boohoo. but its ohkaaay, its our 8th monthsary. teehee. ohkaybye i nak mkn nutella.

2010-10-09T22:04:00.000-07:00

now I have more and more freiends wearing coloured contacts. and its really pretty. and I wanna try. But im scared that if I do that the contacts would go in and never come out. ohkay its a lame excuse. but im scareddd :/ but I wanna tryyyy. ohkay nevermind. anywayyy, I spent my saturday with Cnaty.
somerset >> orchard >> cityhall >> sg flyers. had a super awesome time with this girl i swear. laughed until our stomachs hurt like idk what. she even invented a song with my boyfren's name in it. its really cuteee. heheh. bitched and bitched like 3/4 of the time we were together. and she forced me to watch super junior. yesss, she made me stand infront of this huge screen at far east and made me watch it. i wanted to cryyy. but after watching it for abit, i thought it wasnt that bad laaaaaa. but, i still dont like kpop. k dahhhh. haha. ohkay gonna go ask sissy to cut my fringe nowwww. i wnt bangs, yes? hehheh. byeeee (:

Hvda.loveloveeee.

2010-10-05T09:11:00.000-07:00

whenever Im with Daaa, I would think abt secondary sch. and how we would bus to sch everyday. how vain we were. ohkay, still sort of vain now. how we'd sleep in class, all the time. how we'd fail math tests every single time. and how we'd always have our boytalks. how we always laughed at our former tutor. and how sometimes people would do anything to see us turn our backs against each other. but in the end, we'd always make up and forgive each other. our fights wouldnt last a day, i swear. heheh. last time i see you everyday, now i dont see you everyday. but its ohkay, we live like a few blocks awayyyy. sometimes i miss how close we were bck then. sadly, being in different schs makes it difficult to be as close as how we were. these things cant be helped. buuuut, do note tht im always here for you if you need me babeee <3

2010-10-02T08:07:00.000-07:00

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time.
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter.
You are the best thing thats ever been mine.

its christmas everybodaye!

2010-10-01T22:12:00.000-07:00

ooohkay. my wednesday and thursday was spent over with my evd malays, to jln hari raye. it was funnnn, and a little tiring at the same time. I think we eat at almost every house. yupppp, got mega fat in just two days. Twin and I wore our heels for both days too. our feet got blisters on the first day,but we'd do anything to make our feet look pretty. teehee. anywayyyy, i wore red on the first day and grey on the second. and i got bruises on my thigh because of the bike ride back home. seriously not a good idea to be on a bike with ur kebaya on -.- ohkay i am finally sitting at home after a week of going out. im bored, but idk wht to do . hehhhhhh.

2010-09-27T08:02:00.000-07:00

you are my kind of beautiful Baby <3

2010-09-25T22:58:00.000-07:00

yesssss. i agree with this , alot. I realised that when my Baby isnt around, I'd miss him. and I get frustrated, alot. and then i tend to shop, alot. hoping that I'd feel better after that. i spent 290bucks in two days. I feel happy only for awhile. and then I'd start missing him again. okay have to stop spending alr ): and yesssss, today's his last day working. then i'd finally see hm tmr (:

2010-09-25T22:45:00.000-07:00

okay so I spent my saturday with Cnaty. heheh . whenever we talk, we always curse and swear at every sentence. this only happens when Im with her. haha. its all good. cause its in the blood. HAHA. went to town again cause we couldnt think of anywhere else to go. walked and bought, uhm alot of things. then we decided to train to Marina. wanted to go to spore flyer at first, but the roads were blockedddd. so we headed to some place idk where. and yes, we saw the f1 cars passing past us . uhr, abt exciting la huh. and it was fucking noisy it was pissing us off. anywayyy, im sitting at home on a sunday. i miss my baby ): come home faster pls. imissyou.

2010-09-24T19:24:00.000-07:00

spent quality time with my Twin <3 yesterday over at town. planned to go to sch since it was alr the last day. but this girl overslept and i was too sleepy sooo, we decided to gave sch a miss. teehee. FuckYeah end of p2 alr, only god knows how happy I am !!! headed to FarEast to have our lunch first then we still ate fried mars bars aft that. Nom.Nom. I was super sad the day before cause I couldnt get the Levis watch that I wanted. went to Tangs to surveyed for other brands. and I settled for a Pink.Diesel watch. and fuh , its really chio . hehehhhh. i loveeeee it. thanks for helping me choose babe (: walked back and forth many times in search for a lantern for Twin's little bro. but unfortunately we couldnt find any. HAHA. her brother is super randam. he wants a lantern aft the lantern festival is alr over. but still, he very cuteeee. parted around eight-ish to meet Baby awhile aft he ended work. dinner-ed over at raffles and then we made our way home shortly aft that cus the F1 was being super noisy and I was a little annoyed plus baby looked super tireddddd. its okay, we can have the whole day tgt on monday, hopefully . hmmmkayyyy, gonna go meet my other favourite girl later. Chiaooooo ^^

2010-09-23T09:52:00.000-07:00

so the one special person in your life isnt really perfect to everyone .
their words crawl in your head like ghosts in the walls.
for a moment you feel like letting everything go.
for a moment you dont see whats the point in staying anymore.
for maybe and only maybe there is someone else out there who deserves you more than he does.
but then, you look back.
you looked at all the things you both went through.
be it good, or bad.
you looked back at all the little things he did for you.
all the time he waited for you and how you would never wait for him for that long.
all the time when you had no one else to turn to, but you know he'd always be there for you. He's a constant.
all the really sweet moments that money just cant buy.
priceless.
anyone is free to say what they like.
the words might pierce you through your heart. you might get a little hurt.
but its only going to make you a stronger person.
because you believe that all of it is going to be worth it in the end.
you just have to believe what your heart tells you. and then everything would fall back into place.
what you believe might not be the most perfect thing in this entire world.
but if its the only thing that keeps you happy, then you shouldnt stop believing in it.

2010-09-21T10:27:00.000-07:00

Ilovemy Baby.
He gives me piggy-back rides in school at night when im tired of walking.
i know i very heavy b. idk how you carry me also. HA HA.
he posts photos of me on his blog.
for some reason i get very happy. i am weirdddd. iknow.
he eats with me even when he's not hungry but i am.
he makes me laugh endlessly.
he kisses me when we see the full moon , half moon, uhr , no moon at all also. haha.
regardless of what others might think of you.
regardless of what others might think of me.
reagardless of what others might think of us.
you are the only boy that i truly love.
you make me happy, sad, angsty, angry and everything else.
haha. but i still lv you (:
and i think ur alr asleep now . hehe . gonna go sleep too . goodbye world!

2010-09-17T22:11:00.000-07:00

i am finally done with the final model for p2. whoopwhoop . and ppl seem to like me glitter for the water thingy. heeeheeee i know glitter very pretty. thanks.thanks. HAHA. sacrificed a full night of not sleeping cause of my model which doesnt even look complete cus i'm too lazy and sleepy. anw thankyou everyone for the birthday wishes. gna go to aunt Elly's later to visit and celebrate my bday with the rest of the family (:

anw, the picture above was taken abt uhm, two days ago. whn me and Twin went to artfriend to get our materials. and spend a whole lot of time roaming around town as well. hafta go shop after p2 mannnzxs.

2010-09-11T19:53:00.000-07:00

I think i have the cutest family evaaaar. haha . my aunt.Elly, Sissy and Mummy stress . cause they dont know wht to get me for my birthday. actually i also dont know wht i want lehh . i feel like i have everything that I need . but anywayyyy, i've put some thought about what i want and its either an iTouch or polaroid. and the hello kitty polaroid is so tiuuut. but i alr hv a dslr. and I want an iTouch so I can tweet whenever I want but I'm gonna change my phone at the end of the year. sooo , i really cannot decide :/ mummy is so nice she's gonna gimme moola on my birthday. i lv my mum <3 and im gonna get myself a decent watch with tht money . has everyone seen my watch ? been using it since sec4. gotta get rid of tht wand find something new yes? i think im gonna get a levis watch or nixon . okay idk cause both also very pretty. le sighhh .

okay its either thisssss .

or thissssss .

or this one . homygosh nixon why are you so chio . i hope they sell these in singapore.

uhrmmmm, i cannot decide which one i want.

hehehhh . ohkay going off soon now . got places to visit for raye . okehbye.

2010-09-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

at night when the stars light up my room, i sit by myself
talking to the moon
try to get to you
in hopes you're on the other side , talking to me too
or am i just a fool
who sits alone talking to the moon ?

2010-09-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

okehh yay . selamat hari raya everybodaye ! so anw my family's grey this year (:

sissy and I took some shots before heading to grandma's . went to grandma's house kinda late for the first time cause i didnt wanna walk in the rain . HAHA . whats newwww .

family over at Daddy's side .

and here's my two pretty princess Rihanna&Elysha (:

my very most favourite auntie who dotes on me . teehee .

Cnaty loose her glasses on that day . haha . pretty much (:

okeh this one my sissy's attempt to smile Fail . HAHAHA . its okeh dik , you still jambu (:

and this is KHALISH . homygosh . extremely cute cute cute boy ^^

homygosh look at him . soooo tiuuuuuut .

hehehh . hi razzi !

and yesssss , we lovelove our heels <3

anw more pictures are on my FB . too lazy to upload everything hereee . my hari raya went alrighhht. did my annual routine of hari raya prayers in the morning. and Daddy was the imam for the raya prayers in my area . my daddy's so hip im so proud of him . hehehh . he kinda has a nice voice actually (:

moving onnn, headed to my grandma's house arnd three-ish thn back to my house . thn after that to my other granny's house . i love see-ing all my baby cousins and all. they're just really really cute. and i just feel like hugging them and not let them go . teehee.

today's the second day of raye and i have ppl coming over to my house . tmr will be my turn to do my rounds over at hougang, eunos and blablabla. HAHA . yay moneymoney . ohkay dah cukop.

anyhooo , imissmy Bby. day two of me not looking at his face )': and its day two of me not smoking.

baaaaaaaaaah . ohkaybye .

2010-09-08T09:47:00.000-07:00

Went to school in a baju kurung together with Twin today <3<3<3

Presented in a baju kurung today. I feel fucking weird in it. But ohkaaaay.

Headed out of school with Twin&Eunice aft that.

Bouced back to Twin's place just to watch telly until we both fell asleep .

Homygosh her sofa rocksssss . slept there like nobody's business. haha sorry babe.

At six-ish met with Bby to break-fast together.

And then it was homeeee.

2010-09-08T09:34:00.000-07:00

Dear Mira,
1- Please stop cabbing to school. Wake up earlier and take the fucking bus damnit.
2-Smoke lesser la pls. Its gonna make you die faster and less smoking eqautes more money saved.
3-Stop buying flowers for your hair. You dont even use it all the time.

okay shall try and follow these for the time being. i wanna save moola. on a lighter note, HariRaya is coming. wheeee. sexcited yes? okeh i am. so old still so excited about raye . HAHA . okeh whatever shall go sleep now .

2010-09-07T09:53:00.000-07:00

you're my boyfriend and Iloveyou . Alot . but i hate every girl you talk to unless they're just as good friends with me as with you .

2010-09-05T08:49:00.001-07:00

yaaaaaay . im super happy today . cause i got my katyperry heels .

fuuuh so chio . i swear i wont stop staring at my feet on hari raya .

okeh gotta go do my model again .

sch officially suck . okehbye .

2010-09-02T07:02:00.000-07:00

would you ever try to leave me for somebody who deserves you most ?

2010-09-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

i kinda skipped sch today to bake choc chip cookies over at Twin's . nom.nom . Bby wasnt in sch on tuesday , Twin wasnt in sch ystd so I guess today shall be my turn to get away frm sch yes ? heheh . sooo , anyway , Twin's mummy was really nice and everything . and i think both our mummys are somehow alike . both of them are so hip . haha . ohkay no ! Twin and I thinks tht the both of them can really get along . had fun baking and listening to "raye" songs and talkinggg . and Twin's mum was telling us abt how she would want her future daughter- in- law to be . uhr , i think i will die if my future in-laws were to treat me like tht . yes , twin and I will die , cause we both dont knw how to cook . HAHA . her little brother was being cute too . running around the house and acting all shy . he is sooo tiuuut you know . i dont mind having a baby brother now . headed home to break-fast cause I kinda miss home food . and to also make my mummy happy (: okey , i very rilek uh skip sch anyhow today -.- ohkay , tmr i shall come to sch and do workkk . urgh its so boring . and looking at the computer for the whole day will definitely spoil my eyesight uh . i dont likeeeee .

2010-09-01T21:28:00.000-07:00

fuh . i still remembered this day . i cried on the bus after that . hahaha . i cry , alot .

2010-08-31T09:14:00.000-07:00

today best . i came to sch then my boyf leave sch -.- okay la i was sad for awhile la huh .

anyhoo Twin & I made it for consultation even after coming to sch when class had alr ended . nyehhh . we're forever repeating this same pattern . spent almost the entire day doing our autocad . ha ha . iknwright . we were really doing our work . got bored after awhile so we watched GG for like 3hrs to kill time .

headed over to simpang to break our fast . and uhrrr , the whole world was staring at us courtesy of Twin . hahaha . couldnt get seats at first cause the place was extremely crowded . but eventually we settled down and we still had to wait for another half an hr for our food . and i got really angsty idk why . hehh sorry babe . but we had a real awesome time making a fool out of ourselves . i bet the ppl beside us were like freaked out . anw, bumped into Naz&Ashraff and his bunch of friends which was practically as huge as a class . plus my sissy's ex-boyf who was thr too . sooo i was like , ohkayy this is really weird . but ohkaaaay :/ after thaaat , Twin and I bus-ed back to TampOne . met up with Ben,Syam and Midzi by coincidence . when we were talkingg , Ben reminded me of how we used to ngaji tgt and cry tgt cause we didnt wna get scolded by tht woman . we were only ten back then . heheh . slacked and fagged before heading homeeee . i laughed so hard today until i was having stomach cramps . ha ha . ohkay. i wnt to sleeep soon . sch starts at nine tmr ): keh dah bye .

2010-08-28T22:05:00.000-07:00

I've always wanted to be treated well . Dont get mad at me when I get mad at you because Im only pretending to be . I get mad because all I want is for you to fight for me .

2010-08-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

i feel super binget today . one moment my mum told me to go to sch to do my work . and the next thing you know my mum was begging me to stay at home since today is her birthday . idontknow wht i feel today . i feel effing lost . i cannot decide what i want . and im bad at making decisions . so bad at it that i feel like urggggh keh nvm . and my daddy wants me to get a degree . siao . I laughed and rolled when he said that . i know myselfff . i'll nvr be good enough for a degree . not happening . but i remembered being really happy for awhile . my little girl passed her MATH with a freakin A on it . a huge huge A ohkehh !? omg , im supaaa proud of her . idk why i felt real happy about it . omg im such a pro with kids . i made her pass with super awesome rainbow flying colours ! i saw pure joy in her eyes when she told me abt it . haha . soo cute i swear . im so sorry i vent all my anger on you sometimes , but all the scoldings paid off in the end yess ? (: i shd just quit sch and be a full-time tutor right ? okeh no , or else my parents would skin me aliveee . haa haa . i miss my boyf , alot . i cannot meet him . the feeling is killing me . baaaah . my thoughts are all over the place . i dont think this post is making anysense at all . okaybye .

2010-08-27T09:27:00.000-07:00

Cnaty came over to my place today to keep me company . teehee ^^

she waited while I got ready , and then we headed to town . walked around somerset 313 >> ION >> Taka . got bored after some time so we trained to city hall to break-fast . walked around some more and bought Bbtea and Famous Amos and chilled for abit . had our girly-girly talks , laugh.laugh.laugh and then homeeee . supaaa tired from all the walking . want to sleep . okehbye (:

2010-08-24T08:05:00.000-07:00

hiii . i spent the entire day with the girls today (: anyways , Daaa and I went to catch Step Up 3 over at town . the movie was mega awesomeee . we just cannot stop talking during the movie . heheh . and uhrrrr , the both of us were like blind , cause we cant find our seats in the theatre . hahahah . okeh only we knew what really happened in there . headed to Tamp to meet Hazz & Shaa to break-fast . ate and then chilled for abit afterwards . wanted to meet Bby since he was at Tamp as well but I didnt wna make my Daaa go home all alone . sooo , we bus-ed back home home together . thanks for the day babies <3

2010-08-22T03:56:00.000-07:00

babyyy , i am super super super sorry i wasnt there when you needed me today . im sorryyy . why you soo tiut oneee ? post all those things on ur tumblr . urrghhhh . gerammm . ur so cute i feel like punching you . okay no . i feel like cuddling you so tight and not let go . and I truly truly miss you ohkay . iloveyou . and im sorryyy . takmo angry plssss . besok i meet you kayy ? *lovelove*

2010-08-21T09:38:00.000-07:00

before breaking-fast .

after breaking-fast

HAHA . ilovemy Bby ^^

2010-08-21T08:59:00.000-07:00

today's a saturday and I was out of the house by 8.45am . yeahuh , super earlyyy . cause Twin and I had to reach clarke quay by 10am for our job briefing thingy . thankfully we didnt get lost . Plus we made it just in time . seriously sia , we would do anything to not be late for the sake of money . but when it comes to sch , we'd always come an hour later . HAHA . if only we could do the same thing for school , we'd do better , i think . uhrrrrr , ohkaaaay . so anw , spent the entire day with Twin after feeling like we havent seen each other in a long long time . walked around Clarke quay first then met up with Flinda&Eunice over at town . window shopped the whole time cause we're mega brokeee . nyehh . ohkay , I am veryveryvery tired now . sooo byeeee <3

2010-08-17T07:30:00.000-07:00

I've liked you , eversince I saw you in year one .
you had this cute mohawk and all i wanted to do was to touch it .
and , when time went by you looked cuter than you alr did .
and let me just say , my heart just stopped .
but that's nothing compared to our first kiss .
which is bigger thn your mohawk and ur cute face combined .
i believe in us , and i cant imagine loving anyone else as much as i love you .
we've come quite far i guess and im never backing down .
ilvyou Khyr.bby .

2010-08-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

Moviedate >> Funny educational books >> Break-fast >> Non-stop storytelling equates <3 <3 <3

teehee . out with my Daa today was awesomeeee . and ohh , i managed to buy my own pack of ciggs today . omg , achievement or whuuut . its my first time . so shaddup . hahaha . okaybye(:

2010-08-15T03:53:00.000-07:00

sometimes we say things , did things that we dont mean.
and we fall back into the same patterns , same routine.
but your temper's just as bad as mine , as mine is.
you're the same as me.
but when it comes to love , baby we're always blinded .

2010-08-14T10:02:00.001-07:00

2010-08-12T07:29:00.000-07:00

I admit it . I think of you every second of the day . you're my favourite subject to talk about , be it good or bad . When I hug you , I wish I could never let go . Most of all of my dreams have you in them . I always get excited when I see you again and I am completely in love with you .

2010-08-08T09:40:00.000-07:00

I've been with my Bby for the saturday&sunday . heheh . idk wht we've been doing also . but I had fun with you washing paint in the toilet just now . hehehhh ^^ okeh dah , bye . ilvyou veryvery much (:

2010-08-08T09:28:00.000-07:00

[overdue pictureeees whoopwhoop]

okay yay , I am finally blogging . havent found the time to do so . school is making me super duper busy . omg i cannot wait for this freakin week to end . thn its gonna be two whole weeks away frm the school . woohoo !!! although its gonna be the fasting month alr , at least I can get my sleep for a good two weeks (:

anyhoo , I caught two movies this week . one was with Twin<3 , watched Crazies . mega awesome cause we cannot stop jumping and screaming in our couple seats . HA HA . and yes , I kinda skipped sch for like 3days straight . I didnt do my work :/ bahaa . if mummy knows i havent been going to sch , I am so dead . okeh , i a m t i r e d . iwanttosleep . OkehBye (:

2010-08-01T19:50:00.000-07:00

I'm not perfect , but I keep trying . Cause thats what I said I would do from the start . And as long as I can feel you holding on , I wont fall even if you said I was wrong .

2010-07-30T09:30:00.000-07:00

Babyyy , you are my priority . Dont ever question me about that . iloveyou .

2010-07-29T08:38:00.000-07:00

my heart feels restless .
i want to sleep .
i want to cry .
i just dont know what to do .
i feel stupid .
bye i feel like staying at home tmr .
you dont care .

2010-07-29T08:19:00.000-07:00

Before you met me

I was alright but things , were kinda heavy

You brought me to life ,now every febrauary

you'll be my valentine.

My heart stops , when you look at me

Just one touch and I believe that this is real .

2010-07-29T08:14:00.000-07:00

hi Twin<3 , thank you for comforting me when I was crying like a little girl on the bus just now . when my mind was in a whirl whirl just now . whn i could not think straight for a moment just now . for making me feel better when some apek was staring at me just now . cause you know abt my fear with old apeks . ur hugs work like magic . iheartyou babe .

2010-07-24T10:37:00.000-07:00

I had a mega awesome time with my B today ^^ awesome awesome awesome . heheh . idk why i feel so happy today . so anyway , met him around six-ish first . thn we headed to city hall and yeaaaa , it was freakin packed with people . urghhh , which made me kinda pissed . had satay&roti john over at the foodcourt at esplanade . om.nom.nom. then there were fireworks blasting while we were eating . omg , damn sexciting ! my heart kinda jump cus it was really really pretty . and my cutecute boy was beside me . i was just so happy . ha ha ha . went off to watch a band perform for abit thn headed to the rooftop . sat for a little while more and then it was time for me to go off . bought chocolate covered marshmellows before walking all the way back to marina . i had such a fun time with you today Bby . okeh , im damn tired and sleepy now . hitting the bed soooon (:

2010-07-23T09:56:00.000-07:00

hi Bby , I think you sort of fell asleep while textinggg )': heheh . you very cute la huh . I dont think I can meet you this weekend . keh , thats even sad . so I think I'mma stay at home and try to do my work . I know I see you everyday , but a day of not looking at ur face will make me go restless like some aimless girl . really !!! its madness , but its true . you are a need to me hunney . heh . iloveyou veryvery much . you know arnot bby ?

2010-07-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

after a super long time of not meeting , we finally get to meet . and thank you for belanje-ing me just now babe . ur the best ! it felt like secondary sch all over again . only this time, we werent in uniforms . teehee . we sort off spent the whole time at TampOne's rooftop talking . then her bf came for awhile . bus-ed home together after that . like for the first time , someone is bus-ing home with me . HAHA . sat awhile more at her void deck to laugh over thingsssss :D and then headed home . whoop.whoop . we're meeting again soon i think , and this time im going to her side of the school . fuh , woodlands (:

2010-07-20T10:26:00.000-07:00

Im falling all over myself.

I dont wanna fight this world alone.

I wanna fight it with you.

2010-07-20T09:21:00.000-07:00

today was site-analysis day . it wasnt really fun . the fact that we were under the sun for quite some time . and i am allergic to the sun . yes , its true . but , its kinda funny because the site chosen for p2 is at east coast . and its directly infront of Riri&Esha's house . took photos , blablabla . lunched over at parkway thn had to go back to sch for class . sighhh . headed to TampOne with Bby aft sch . idk why i was stoning , alot , today . no reason . i think . thn ants keep biting my legs and things . i told them to stop . but they wont listen ): they had to bite and made my body itchy . they just had to . i am so sad . urghhh . okeh im tired . tired . i feel like sleeping now . but i cannot . kehbye .

2010-07-19T09:37:00.000-07:00

Dear all of you who've wronged me .

I am , I am a zombie .

Again , again you want me to fall on my head .

I am , I am , I am a zombie .

How low , how low , how low would you push me ?

2010-07-17T08:45:00.000-07:00

Cinaty accompanied mt to town today . heheh . thanks babeee . bought myself a skirt from Bershka . woohoo ! I was superrr sleepy just now , but this girl still made my day (: headed down to Marina after that for dinner and caught the fireworks too . it was real pretty and crowded with many familiar faces . oooooh . haha . got tired from all the travelling so went went home around nine-ishh . okeh , going kain shopping with mummy tmr . urggggh . and i hope i get to meet the boy tmr toooooo ): okeh bye .

2010-07-17T08:44:00.000-07:00

fuhhhhh . this picture is super long ago . HAHA .

hahahhahaa . so we kinda had a long.long.long convo . after a long.long.long time . heheh . miss.you !

2010-07-16T06:31:00.000-07:00

the boy's in camp now for idk what also . so thts why Im spending my friday at home . sooo saaaad . we're suppose to be celebrating our fifth tmr . but , its okehhhh . i shall wait for him outside sch on sunday (: and thank you bby for making me feel safe when I got really scared just now :/ iheartyou .

2010-07-16T06:20:00.000-07:00

today's a friday and I'm home like super early. HA HA . but I feel ohkay i guess . Im tired from sch anyway . finally done with this block . p2 is coming next . urghhh . fasting month some more . wahlao . sooo , since I have like nth else to do i'mma do a little post for these two . teehee . i apologise like hardcoreee for going off with him sometimes . i know you both understand , but I feel reallyreally bad . thank you for always being there for me no matter what . thank you for always keeping my moods up when im down . hehehh . i miss town-ing with the both of youuuu . heh . love.you.two truckloadssss (:

2010-07-14T09:56:00.000-07:00

i feel like crying . i still feel bad . i suck . okehbye .

2010-07-14T09:29:00.000-07:00

I was late for school . whats new ? watched ppl present . blablabla . today i found tht all the good things that I do are like not counted . sighhh . life sucks . just cause we dont "bathe" . wth . okeh nvm . only twin&I know . nyehhh . eunice drove us to Ikea aft class to eat (: slacked for abit after that thn she drove me back to school cause I had night class and I cannot skip anymore or I'd get a warning letter frm sch . and I dont wnt tht cause if my parents knw , i will die . class ended super early just now . did my usual after sch routine thn went home abit earlier today . okehbye .

2010-07-12T18:47:00.000-07:00

im sorry if you all think im spending too much time with my bf . im sorry i keep making plans thn i keep backing out . its because im busy . im sorry . i hope you understand and not be angry .

2010-07-12T18:42:00.000-07:00

I will be yours forever , faithfully.

2010-07-05T20:56:00.000-07:00

I cant promise you a perfect relationship without arguments over our differences and trust issues . however , I can promise you as long as you're trying I'm staying .

2010-07-05T20:41:00.000-07:00

hi . i want p1 to happen all over again . cause tht was when I fell for you . actually , no . I fell for you a long time ago alr . but , tht was when i told you tht i liked you . teehee . iloveyou hardcore baby (:

2010-07-05T20:34:00.000-07:00

wootutoot . this was ystd when we headed to town attempting to take more photos . urrrghh . so lame . ppl must've think that we're obsessed with the site . holding our cameras and taking photos of strangers walking . how lameeee . anyways , everyone had no class ystd except for me . i am such a sad story . rushed bck to sch from town and I was an hour late . thanks to the stupid bus . went home alone for the first time . it felt weirdddd like I had nth to hold on to . like i had no one to talk to . felt so aloneyyyy . but its okehhhh . reached home earlier thn usual and my mummy was surprised . come home late , complain . come home early , question me . sighhhhh . whd dyou wnt from me ? hurrrrrhhh . okeh , i shd be getting rdy to sch and shit . having apel lessons at 3 , and thn night class . life sucks . okehbye .

2010-07-04T19:52:00.000-07:00

hi . im scared . suddenly i fear a day . a day where you'd finally get bored of my face . bored of my looks . bored of the way i talk . bored of my everything . my friends tell me it'll happen to me someday . maybe soon . maybe not so soon . but I know it'll come one day .and when that day comes , i will be crying like idk whud . and you wouldnt care . cause ppl say its normal ): idk how its normal cause i've nvr been in a relationship as long as them . maybe thts why all th boys i've dated in th past didnt last . cause we'd just end it aft we get bored . and the feelings were mutual . i think . well at least on my part .but i hope this time its different . i hope this time it'll last . and when the day tht you'd get bored of me comes , i'd still be there . still be here , waiting . and longing for you everyday like how my friends are feeling for th ones they love . no matter how shitty things might get along the way , i'd still stay . cause i learn tht these things are bound to happen . and its apparently normal .

2010-07-04T18:55:00.000-07:00

Had a super duper lazy weekend. at first, I planned to stay in my room and not come out on sunday because I found like weird red spots all over my body on saturday night . the feeling was super depressing . like nothing could cure how ugly I felt on that day . went home to bathe and scrubed doubly hard hoping that all the spots would go away but it didnt ): thennn , magic kinda happened . it was gone after like three hours . thaaaaank goooood . anyhows my sunday was spent with the girls over at town to take photos of our site . Im sooo sick of sch . cannot be bothered to do anything . all of us started snapping photos at like seven-ish , sooo it was kinda dark . thennn , we got tired so we headed for skatepark to slack for abit . thn blablabla happened . hahahhaaha . then my Cammy stared being a bitch , again . wahlao hit you against th wall thn you know . pfftzxs . okehhh , im up soo early tdy and Im alr done with my speech . woohoo ! will be going to town again to take more photos with my girls laterrr . okehbye (:

2010-07-03T22:59:00.000-07:00

I'm not good enough nor ever will be . not for anything or anyone .

Im sorry if I've hurt you in any way .

I didnt mean to .

my flaws are all over the place .

2010-07-02T10:40:00.000-07:00

hi Sha , you came finding me at the right moment . iloveyou very much . ur a super pro . like how the hell did you know i was feeling like shit !? how the hell did you sense i was feeling different . haha . heartyouuu forever and ever .

2010-07-02T08:54:00.000-07:00

its friday alr . whoopwhoop . time is going by super fast . so anyway I had an awesome friday . cabbed to sch cause I sort of overslept . all my grpmembers did -.- met Baby first thing in the morning (: sketched and minded my own business . finished it on time , thank god . and my presentation was okehhh . except tht I talked nonsense whn it was my turn . i really dk wht I was rambling about . plus I was freezing like crazyyy , and I had a really bad cramp . idkwhyyyy . thennnn , accompanied Twin<3 to finish her assignment and headed to Tamp to eat after that . got a call from Eunice saying tht she got her dad's car for the night . we got super sexcited sooo Eunice fetched us from downtown and drove to IKEA first to eat vanilla ice cream . I lovelovelove sitting in her car and singing super loudly like nobody's business . had fun getting honked by other cars , getting lost thinking tht we're on our way to freakin yishun , and screaming . fetched Flinda frm tampOne , and went to lepak at some uluuu place . hehehh . my friday was awesomeeee . buuut , I hv freakin CDS tmr morning and I cannot skip . urghhhhhhhhh . i feel so stupid gg to sch on a saturday la seriouslyyyyy . okehbye !

2010-06-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

I am going to skip my night class later to be with the boy ((((:

2010-06-27T11:06:00.000-07:00

have been mia-ing for the past idk how many days . dk why but my week went okeh i guess . first week of sch was okeh . twin got sick so she got like two days off . lucky girl . HAHA . I thot my public speaking classes would suck cus i thot i was alone . but i made friends like on the first lesson . idk why suddenly ppl are so kind to me . hahaha . but they're like really nice . cus im like scared to talk so they stared the talking and shit like tht . heheh . bby has been so nice to me too . waiting for me outside class every night . makes me so happy (: i thank god everyday tht i have you . riri turned 3 on saturday and I met the boy today . loveee you <3 heh , okeh bye world , i need to die in my bed alr . i hope my presentation will go well tmr .

2010-06-19T05:53:00.000-07:00

i love all your kisses . i love all your sounds . baby the way you make my world go round .

2010-06-19T05:48:00.000-07:00

sorry for the lag of updates . been pretty tired lately . this was thurs where I had a mega bad stomachache along the way . my body's not been functioning well . it gets painful at really unusual times of the day . fucking annoying . gave out roses on tht day too to help Eunice . heheh . watched She's out of my league on tht day with Cnaty . did our usual girly talks and thn home . okeh , we shd do this more often yes babe ? (:

2010-06-16T08:23:00.000-07:00

this was how my day went . met Twin<3 at bedok first then we trained to town together . planned to meet at one but both of us turned up an hour later , as usual . alighted at somerset and went to fill our tummies . then the weirdest thing happened . weird things always happen to me whenever Twin's around . attempted to hide beside Twin failed terribly , yea it failed . only we know whud happened ey babe ? sooo after that we walked over to Madarin Gallery in search for wood.would . we then discovered spots with awesome comfortable sofas to uhmmmm ^^ keh nvm . HAHA . paused for abit to play with her new polaroid ! went crazy over the soft sofas . we even slept on it la . hahaha . spammed our cameras like crazy . it was soo much fun . we found new places again (: we tried to find the flood in town but we didnt see any so we got kinda disappointed . nyehhh . went over to Ion for some bubbletea then made a stop at The Soup Spoon . it was my first time trying and it was effing niceeee . reached home earlier than usual . mummy happy , i happy everybody also happy . uh okehbye .

thanks for today G (:

2010-06-15T09:09:00.000-07:00

a day out with Gwennn! like finally . so anyway Gwen broke my heart during a conversation . Heh .

Me : ehhh , ur ring very nice uh . but why is it a letter A ? ^^

G : huhhhhhh .?!

Me : I know ! you chose A becus it reminds you of me rightttt ?

G : nooo . A is my name .

Me : how is it ur name ?

G : A is awesome . and I am awesome !

sheeeesh . cheat me out of my feelings . HAHA . anyway , both of us headed to Vivo today to catch Prince of Persia . and the movie was reallyreally good . altho the both of us could not stop laughing at some parts of the movie . ate and walked around after that . left the place around seven-ish to meet Baby ((((:

meeting my other favourite girl tmr . yayyy ! okeh nights , supaaaa tiredddd .

2010-06-13T09:22:00.000-07:00

so today was like any normal sunday . headed out with Adik & Mummy . my mummy is crazy . she spent like idk how many buckaroos on skin products . omg insane much . thn now my adik's like manicure crazy . she keeps asking me to buffer her nails until its freaking glossy . siao . think I ur maid isit ? HAHAHA . when I was six , I was the one who never fails to bully her . but now , its the other way around . soooo , rmbr not to bully ur siblings keh , or they'd take revenge in the future . nyehhh . okeh , i am talking nonsense . sorry something unexpected just happened . idk if its a good or a bad thing . shit , sort urself out mira . chiao .

2010-06-12T22:13:00.000-07:00

hi Baby . pls dont sad.sad anymore . i'll always be here for you okeh ? iheartyou .

2010-06-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

my friday was awesome . went to school to watch Twin<3 and Eunice present and watched 90210 at the same time too . I really hope I'd be in the same class as them for the next module . class is just not the same without the both of them . anyways , headed to simpang with the rest of them for dinner . Twin was super hyped up over worldcup as usual . heheh . you tiut la huh :D bus-ed back to Tamp to chill for abit then homeee .
ppl have been telling me to stand up for myself . haha . maybe its time I should stop being a pushover yes ? sometimes things are just hard to say no . Im weak like most of the time . but I know with their help I'll get through it one day . thank you both , you know who you are . loveyouboth very much (:

2010-06-10T21:04:00.000-07:00

hello . havent been blogging much this week yes ? becauseeee , I wasnt in the mood . heh . this week had been pretty rough . from feeling bleak to feeling not good enough to late night moodswings to idk what more . spent three days straight with Twin<3 . we spent quality time tgt . hahaha . and yes , finally things went back to normal . picnic-ed with Baby ystd (: three days without the boy made me so restless . it made me stone on the bus saying life sucks like fifteen million times . but thank god for Twin<3 . teehee . okeh , heading to sch thn simpang later for some bitch meeting . yay ! okehbye .

for my lover .

2010-06-04T07:50:00.000-07:00

I love hearing to the sound of the rain , when we're sitting down together .

it feels nice whenever ur around with me (:

2010-06-03T08:47:00.000-07:00

I kinda miss my dad . I kinda miss talking to him . you're there infront of me watching telly everynight . but we dont talk alot . i go home everynight but you wont even look at me . i dont even knw if ur angry or okeh with the things that I do . sorry if im not as good as ur friend's daughters who's super obedient . im just not as good as them . sorry for doing things behind ur back but I just cant help it . but tonight you said something that made me feel kinda down . not the best feeling in the world . but , okeh .

double overflow day .

2010-06-03T07:02:00.000-07:00

feeling super exhausted and sleepy now . I really dont know why . I didnt even do much with Twin<3 today . met her at around 3-ish at TampOne to have our lunch and then we just walked around and around and around . then , we both got tired so we just went to the rooftop to chill and eat ice-cream/bbtea/faggg . it seems like we're running out of places to go . and we keep saying tht we wanna go for a trip to Bali . how temptingggg . I wannnt . we shall save moola and go okeh babe ?! (:

anyhooo , Gwen&Sha are starting their holidays next week . yess-ahh , can go out with me ! to Shabzxs , SORRY I cant meet you tmr . sorrysorry . next week okeh , I promiseee . and G , text me soon yes ?! looking forward to meet you girls . heheh . loveyou both truckloads :D

2010-06-02T20:31:00.000-07:00

hi babe . your birthday is in like idk how many days . and idk what to get youuuuu .

hehe . okehloveyou . bye (:

2010-05-31T09:16:00.000-07:00

went to the west side ystd to accompany Twin<3 for Science Centre . it was not that baaad . wanted to go to Pixar at first but the tickets cost a bommmb . so , no thanks . Haha . had alot of fun jumping/crawling and idk what else we did over there . it felt like primary sch all over again . after thaaat , we headed over to IMM to eat and spotted so so many uhm , foreign ppl -.- fucking disturbing . and ohh , we didnt get lost . woohoo . pro with directions much ? my sunday was well spent (:

anyhoo , went to meet my Bby today . hv been meeting him since friday . and yes , I love love love every moment spent with you . you know arnot ?! HAHA .

okehbye :D

NOM.NOM day .

2010-05-26T09:37:00.000-07:00

Im kinda proud of myself today . went to Vivo all by myself for tht interview . cabbed there , then cabbed bck to school . stupid , act like Im some rich kid . thn now im brokeeee . note to self , be not lazy to take a train/bus . anyhows , thanks TWIN<3 for not ditching me . and thanks for listening to me complain abt you knw who at the bus stop . teehee . headed to Simpang Bedok tgt with Twin&Vae to fill our tummys aft sch . om nom ! I loveee sharing food with this girl . my food buddy . heheh . I ate like a greedy girl today ): buuut I had an awesomeee time with these two just now . cannot stop lauging otw bck to tamp . chilled for abit over at TampOne's rooftop for some bubbletea and faggg . and then homeeee . okehbye , i wanna sleep alrrrr .

weeee.ooo.weee

2010-05-25T21:33:00.000-07:00

so anyways , yesterday was my favourite boy's 19th birthday !!! firstly , I hafta thank TWIN<3 for helping me in the morning with the candles and stuff . my thumbs got fucking burnt from trying to burn the candles . buuut , I didnt care cause I wanted the thing to light . eventually it did although it got kinda ugly . HAHA . and , thank you Khairee&Riffy for coming down as well and keeping a look-out . heh . and thanks to Fauzi&Aqil as well for distracting my boyfriend . thank you all again for helping with the birthday cake surprise (((:

Hi Baby , I hope you loveee ur 19th birthday okeh ? I hope you liked ur DC too . teehee . Lv youuu !

2010-05-24T09:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAIRANI.Bby.

you know i love you kan kan kan ?

and YAYYY ! , gonna have the day with you again tmr .

I love see-ing ur face every single day . HAHA .

Mira.Madonna-loves-Farah.Fairy

2010-05-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

my sister is crazy . she keeps shuffling my hair . i know la my hair's not as curly-wuuurly as yours . heh . and she bought me a white flower for my hair . I sukeee (: suddenly so kind to me , idk why also . anywayyys , I was feeling super lazy the whole of today . my eyes were only half-open whn I was tutoring . sorry , I promise to be a better tutor starting nxt week . lazed around at home watching telly until it was around five-ish . Adik & I cabbed to Marina Sq to shop for abit then headed to Pizza Hut for dinner . I swear the waiter looked like Sezairi you know the Spore idol dude . hah , okeh nvm . anyhooo , my sis mentioned somethin funny in the middle of eating .

Me- omg . she still so pretty even with a centre-parting hair-do !

Adik- you want to know why arnot ?

Me- why ?

Adik- because the shape of her face is a jubo thats why she still looks pretty .

Me - 2 seconds of silence :/

Adik - eh nooo , bujurrrr !

Me - HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA !

sooooo , anyway . if you ppl dont understand . jubo means : someone's private part in malay . and bujur means oval-shaped . my sis got her malay all mixed up . how to sit for ur O's uhhh ? sheesh . after dinner , we had ice-cream over at Mcd . I feel happier today . teehee . maybe because tmr I'd be meeting my Khyr.Khyr.baby . of course la happy ! nowww , I shall patiently wait for Bby to be on his way home and wait for his textttt . okehbye (:

2010-05-22T08:30:00.000-07:00

have nothing much to say . but thanks alot.alot.alot Cinati for following me to the interview just now . and ohhh , thanks Gwen for telling me about it . LV you ! not gonna blog much tonight . not in the mood . I miss my boyfriend . too much . shit . okehbye .

amirah.zxs.

2010-05-21T08:42:00.000-07:00

TWIN<3 had no class today since its Grad night sooo we went on a date . heheh . headed to Tamp first . plan was to meet up at one but we both ended up coming at two . forever meeting one hour later then our planned time . anyhows , roamed around TampOne for abit before bus-ing our way to town . had our late lunch and then we just window shopped . did not buy anything cause I was just not in the mood to try stuffzxs . I was feeling super drowsy in the morning because of my flu )': got super frustrated then I scratched my face by accident in my sleep . Damnnn . anyhowww , my body got better aft laughing it off with this girl at Muji . siao , see Muji oni go crazyyy . HAHA . <3youTWIN !

updateeee

2010-05-18T23:16:00.000-07:00

hello wednesday . having my holidays now . and I'm pretty much bored . okeh , lack of updates lately . buuuuut , I had so much fun watching the Last Song for the second time together with Twin, Eunice, Mad, Flnda and Jowie . instead of crying , this time couldnt stop lauging at almost every scene . HAHA . cause apparently they hated miley and they cant stop making fun of her boobs and lips . Sheeeeesh . but I still LV miley (: anyhoo , Riri came over to keep me company . we loveee watching lazytown tgt . and yes , this tiny girl cannot stop running everywhere -.- we had ice-cream with muffins for breakfast and I swear her mummy is gonna kill me if she finds out abt it . HEHHEH .

seriously , when ur bored at home and no one's looking , do this .

HAHAHA . okeh , meeting Bby later cause I feel like going to the pasar mlm over at pasir ris .

okehbye (:

2010-05-13T18:57:00.000-07:00

gooood morning babies . its only 9plus and I'm alr awake to finish up my powerpoint slides . damn sad now , cause I still hafta go to school to finish it up . the powerpoint version at home is not the same as the one in school . damn it ! I hope my everything is uhm , okeh . although mine's not the best as compared to everyone else -.- anywayyy , havent been updating much cause I've been pretty busy. butbut, thankyouuuu Bby for always helping me whn I'm helluva noob whenever it comes to IT stuffzxs and thankyouuu TWIN<3 for helping me with my slides ystd . you kept screaming&beating me last night but I know deep-deep-deep-down in ur bitchy heart you love me riggggght ? HAHAHA . and Bby, happy.three.months to us ! I syg you . HAHAHA . pls dont get angry anymore , ur scary whn you're angry. bt I still lv you (: okeh , watching Lazytown with RIRI now . the little girl is so pink . I suke :D okehbye !

2010-05-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

HI . I SERIOUSLY WANT TO KILL MYSELF RIGHT NOW . I JUST SPENT LIKE HOURS ON MY ARCHICAD ONLY TO FIND OUT THT IT COULD NOT BE SAVED . FUCK YOU LAPPY . WHY CANT YOU JUST SAVE THE DAMN THING ? WHY WHY WHY ? I CANNOT BE BOTHERED ANYMORE , SERIOUSLY . TIDO LAGI BAEK SIA .

2010-05-08T08:11:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY : My friday went really really well this week . I enjoyed it very much . Met up with Twin<3 at sch first for some Ccn day . we didnt explored much this year because the weather was just too hot and we didnt really wanna sweat under our dresses . sooo , headed to studio for some aircon and waited for Bby . heheh . fagged for abit and then Twin and I headed to town . &kinda bumped into a number of familiar faces ystd . window shopped as usual and then trained/bus-ed back to sch for jam&hop . I was glad I shared tht moment together with my boyfriend and bestfriend . yes , the two ppl I loveee most . teehee .

SATURDAY : Bby came over to give me back my P1 model . we bus-ed to Marina Sq to catch The Back-up Plan . it was kinda funnyyyy . walked to SgFlyers to slack for awhile . and then home . super duper tired , idkwhy . I still have archicad to do sia . I still need to measure my model sia . I very malas sia . kbye .

ini LOVE (:

2010-05-06T07:09:00.000-07:00

the only person I'd stick to everyday . HAHA . Iloveyou Khairani.Bby

2010-05-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

you do know that if I hate someone , I can seriously just make the whole world hate her too right ?

2010-05-03T09:17:00.000-07:00

I had no class for the whole of today , again . whooope ! went to sch anyways because I thought I wanted to complete my DigiMod . buuut , I got a call from Sha saying that she was in sch and had nothing else to do . went to meet her for awhile to fag . I'm sorry for making you start the bad habit again babe :/ the sun was not being kind to me today . was sweating like nobody's business half the time when I walking to and fro everywhere . anyhoo , ditched work and headed to Tamp to hang with Vae&Twin . roamed around Pasir ris as well , thennn bus-ed back to sch to meet Baby aft his class . and ohh , thank you both for accompanying me back to sch although Vae was alr pissed whn he found out tht his pack of ciggs were lost . my usual monday blues were gone thanks to the both of you (: no morning class in the morning tmr means more sleep for me . ohh yes ! HAHA . and meeting Baby first thing in the morning will always make me happier . i know laaa , I'm pathetic , my boyfriend is the closest thing to me in class now keh . heh . gonna study more italian with Eunice&Twin tmr after DigiMod . HAHAHA . okehbyeeee .

2010-05-02T08:31:00.001-07:00

I will be , all that you want

and get myself together

cause you keep me from falling apart

boom.SHA.kalaka !

2010-04-30T09:08:00.000-07:00

spent my friday with boomSHAkalaka ! haha . remember how we always call you by that name when we were still in sec3 . I swear we can come up with the most stupidest and weirdest names like mooshoomooka&kapoot . I miss those puppets SHA ! anyway , went to school to meet loverboy first to get my puffysticks . sat down for abit , blablabla . thn headed to Tamp with this girl to chill . had fun talking abt girls rising back from the dead . watched little boys skateboarding . their attempts to do a high jump failed miserably every single time . SHA&I happyhappy fag&laugh on the steps .on a happyhappy note , bby's cmg over tmr to help me with my archicad ((((: teehee . okehbye .

2010-04-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my Internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. why yes , I'm cheesey and I cannot help it. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.

Mir&Gee

2010-04-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

I skipped class in the morning today. I'm sorry I just wasnt in the mood to wake up early and go to school . on a lighter note , I finally made a friend in class after a week of uhm , being invisible . the only nice person in class to talk to me was some boy beside me . at least he's nice enough to borrow me a pen to mark my attendance . thanks but idk what is ur name . but yea , I already have somebody to talk to in class , sooo I wont think it'd be that bad ? whatever , two more weeks to go and I'm done . anyway , towned with Gwen love just now . had our desserts and walked around . didnt buy anything because I am uhm , saving up for something important that's coming up ^^ btw , have you ppl seen the moon lately ? its real pretty ! and ohh , ilovemyboyfriend . hahaha . okehbye .