from Swensons , to rooftop for late-night bitching/catching-up . you know I miss you girls .




sooo , I brought Cammy out today (: cause I miss taking it out . its been so long yes love ? the swan was pretty , the sky was pretty , the grass was pretty . everything was . and my sis was being all funny . cause we were diehard fans of the fishes in the pond . we wanted to feed the fishes , but sadly , we didnt had any dollar coin to buy the fish food from the fish food machine ): sad much . Nvm , there's always a next time yes ?!
sidetrackeddd , I kinda fell asleep while waiting for LOML's text last night . damn sad ): i'm sorryyyy . I was super shagged , I think . but when I woke up , I couldnt stop smiling lohhh . cause he's sooo cheesey and I likeeeeeee (: nyehhh , k shuttup Mira -.-
anyhowww , tmr's a monday which equates uhm, school . not fun to think about hunney . my group is gonna present first tmr . exciting much ? NO , k , NO . gahhhhh , I wanna get it over and done like fastttttttt ! ohkaybye (:

yesterday , we were 70bucks rich . today , we ended with nothing . HAHA . that's what you get for impulsive shopping my lovers :D
remember how you'd always get sad whn you take me home ? i do too .
we're a month old L , but I'm still loving you , like it was the first time .

I swear i love this girl k . my sunday was spent in sch . Yup , in school that's right . to help out with some conference thingy . I know it may sound boring , but but , not all of it is boring . cause I have Twin me there . teehee . met each other early in the morning , then had to change into purple shirts -.- ugly uniqlo tops . ewwwwwwwww ! I had fun sleeping at TCC with her for like almost an hr . had fun eating the lunch buffet , for like 2 rounds (: had fun lying on the floor . had fun sending english dudes to and fro ! (: had fun riding on the buggy acting all Malibu barbie . HAHAHA . had fun impersonating K woman , with the fake eyelashes and fake frowning eye smiles . although i got kinda down otw , Twin cheered me up the whole time . thank youuuuu babe , you know iloveyou yes ? :D
i still love you ):
you just loveeeee drawing for me dont you boy ? heheh :D

thank you TWIN . thank you Khai . for being there for me last night . when I felt all shitty and my mind couldnt think straight . i'm super grateful for having the both of you , like like you're my pillar of strength . only the two of you knw wht really happened last night . thanks for listening to me going on and on and on , cause I felt really pissed . teehee . anyhoo , iloveyou both k (:
It just bothers me because you never really do know if he cares or if it's just a facade. He could tell you that you're his "only one" but how do you know he wont turn around and say it to someone else too ? Relationships are hard and alot of people say that it doesnt work without trust, and yes , that's true . But I think , in order to be completely head over heels , you have to be willing to be stupid . You have to be willing to fall .

yet again , I found something out on my own . so your boys talk to K . they know who's K . and they even know all those secret names you use with her . so , there's only one thing tht can be concluded from all of this . you've been mentioning K all the time right ? thts why your boys know about it right ? the girl aint so dumb after all yes ? they think you look good together . ohh well, who's this girl compared to K . like no where near cause she's so darn gorgeous . you feel like crying but you cant cause some lovely fifteen year old stopped you from doing that . soo , you continued reading until you feel like your heart is breaking apart into a million pieces. cause , you feel like you dont exist in their world and K is a huge something . they told her tht she should run away from it . but nooo , she had to stay , cause she wanted to . but look what happened in the end ? loser ! yes , stupid stupid much ! idontknow wht to do now . really . idontfeel important to you . not any longer . need to take a pill , now . ohkaybye .
I want that night where we sat there with nervous hands . our shoulders touched , you kissed me and I couldnt stop smiling .
I get butterflies everytime I think about our first everything . yes , I do .


before I start blogging about anything , I must say that I'm superrrrr glad to have experience this with TWIN , Sarah & Taufik . Teehee . we rock like totally just now !!!! K , anywayyy , these are the pictures taken when SG idol came to TP ((((((:
long story cut short , uhm , IDK how to start . but but , just now was damn awesomeeeeee ! from dancing to Single Ladies , to laughing at some girl who fell (HHEHE , only we knew wht really happened) to hugging and screaming and everything . yes , I freakingly hugged FAIZAL & TABITHA & MALLAQ & SYLVIA !!!!!!! woohoo ! awesome awesome awesome . then righttt , after the whole thing , we bumped into Alyph Sleeq , omg I'm the luckiest girl today ! HAHA . skipping the first class of the block for this is damn worth it ohkaaay ?! I SWEAR . anyway , the funniest part was when TWIN&I and Taufik couldnt stop laughing abt some random girl who fell. it was just super hilarious tht we couldnt stop talkin abt it at ITAS . hehe . I'll nvr forget this day (:
went to artfriend for awhile with Twin&Vae , thn off to meet Adik&Naz(future bro-in-law) for dinner . I couldnt stop laughing the whole day . and now , I'm just very tired .
now , I'm feeling kinda sad . cause LOML is very sick , and he's sleeping now . boohoo . nobody to accompany me tonight ): but , its ohkay , get well soon loveeee :/

see how happy that girl's face is ? thats how I feel whenever you're here with me .

after school friday was well spent with my lovely Drugs . bitching was fun yes ? (: syg korang byk byk ohkaaay !?
on a different note , I'm still afraid about somethin somethin , dont ask me why , I just am . stupid K girl , making me feel all insecure oni -.- hate it soo much la . anywayyy , schooling tmr at 10am . soo yes , I'm gonna hit my bedsheets cause I'm super super shagged .



I'm over the moon just to know that I'm the first girl on ur SP ride (:

I love you as much as Blair loves Chuck (:


another day out with Twin dearest ! and something fugly happened to me while I was heading home . once again , Twin was my saviour . HAHA . its a secret tht nobody else should know .
I want yesterday to happen all over again please .


I spent my saturday morning in sch -.- cause of SA meeting la . didnt wanna go at first , but thn they gave out this threat . soo , Twin&I had no choice but to go. super sad k , cause I couldnt get to sleeeeeeep ):
lunche-ed with Adik over at marina sq. then walked walked and walked . I have to stop spending man . like seriously . Adik keeps bullying me . she makes me scream on escalators cause I cant stop pulling her hair . Heheh . only you know , I know .
anywayyyyy , tmr's a sunday . YAY YAY YAY . I'mma happy happy girl (: