♥ , MIRAAAAA

Thursday, December 31, 2009 - 5:11 AM

and sooo , my last few hours of 2009 was greatly spent together with Sha&Haz . I miss 'em like crazyyyy . I still had to come to class in the morning -.- wht a loser la , coming on a new year's eve . thn , off to meet the girls over at city hall for lunch , thn headed to penin to get their Ukeleles. effing cute mini guitars . I didnt get one because , my fingers cant play the guitar . how sad yes ? from TP , to Funan , thn to Penin , thn to Fort Canning , thn to PS , thn to Marina . somehow I think the crowd wasnt alot today . I dont feel Happy New Year-ish . HAHA .

anyhows , have a great 2010 everybodaye ! I met many pretty/awesome/great/bitchy/lovely people this year , and I really do treasure each and every one of you ! okeh go and party !!! (:

Sunday, December 27, 2009 - 6:27 AM

its just another pretty day to watch the birdies , roar at the lions and playing catch with the huge huge butterflies . HEHEH . sch's starting tmr , and I am not uhm really excited laaa . P1 oi ! more AutoCad , more models , more late nights , more tubs of B&J at night and yes , more cash getting wasted on my very weird models . HAHAHA ! what a nice way to end year1 ey ? so long lovers (:

Friday, December 25, 2009 - 7:17 AM

this was what we did on our second month . heheh . shopped for a present for my lovely cousin's seventh birthday . sitting and talking abt how we'd be like two years from now . laughing abt how we ended up together . holding hands and running up the bridge to see who gets there first . playing piggy-backs on the over head bridge in the middle of the night . teehee . and ohh , I was sweating manzxs , ewwww . and yes , this may all sound super cliche to you , but its not to me cause I do cherish every itsy-bitsy moment with him . i was a little depressed a few days ago , to whom who knew abt it . but , I is alright now . this boy made me a happy happy girl again. I nvr thot I could run in public , but I did with you .

I'm truly in love with you L , happy secondth (:

- 7:12 AM

hello upper.east.siders.

Picnic over at Sentosa with the Upper.East.Siders (:

Wednesday, December 23, 2009 - 6:48 PM

i need to trust . i need to trust . i need to trust :/

fuck it , i am scared , all over again.

- 5:23 AM

just look at Gwen's pretty coloured nails . I want !!! but if I do that , my daddy would probably kill me . nyehhhh . anyhows met up with this girl just now to shop for Christmas . and to watch my dear girl tear , cause she got her eyebrows plucked . I is very very fascinated please . I was damn tempted to pluck my eyebrows too , but if I do tht , i think the space above my eyeballs would be uhm , BOTAK ! hahaha . plus , the crowd was like urghhhh ! -.- anyhows , sch's gonna start next week . & its gonna be from 9-6pm for me everyday ! how sad . cannot meet lover on weekdays anymore ):

okehhh , so there's a class picnic tmr . and I have no idea wht I'm gonna brg . shit . I just brg picnic mat laaaa can ?! heheh . ohkeh , gotta go , bye (:

Monday, December 21, 2009 - 6:39 AM

I'm seriously stopping this time round . cause I woke up one day and had the worst sore throat of mylife . cheers to cold turkey .

Friday, December 18, 2009 - 8:15 PM

i am scared , afraid and nervous . i dont know what to do next . god , this is even harder than making fucking formex models . yes , i found out that her is going to be in the same place . well , most probably . so , if they end up in the same place , they are going to see each other everyday . and then after that i hope i can die faster and drown in effing P1 that's coming up in a week's time . yay me . yea laaaaa , so busy right ? why bother sia . just fuck off la k .
and ohh , thanks for all of my friends who were there last night with me when I freaked out and feel happy all at the same time . it was entertaining . heheh (:

- 5:17 AM

Blair & Serenah <3

I am super grateful because I still have my Twin with me in my most whiny.whiny moments . HAHA .thank you for spending my friday with me babe . you're like my personal Blair and I'm ur Serenah :D

regardless of your weird timings of crying (like whn you suddenly cry while reading a book , and giving me a shock of my life -.-) , whining , screaming in cinemas , being noisy for like almost every second , I still love you la okeh ! :D I love being in TP because it brought us together . HAHA .

anyhowwwws , lunched over at LJS just now , thn headed down to Mcafe to have our CaramelFrappe , and GossipGirl marathon . woohooo ! awesomezxs to the extreme ! thanks a million babe , for keeping me company on my very unplanned friday . Heheh . I'm hoping for the worst , sooo , dont get a shock if it really happens . I have a feeling something bad is goin to happen , soon . whutever laaaa -.-

Thursday, December 17, 2009 - 4:58 AM

I thank god everyday because I was born with a sister who loves me enough to dote on me although I can get very very stupid , idiotic , unreasonable or cranky at times . nyehhhhhh . yes , she loves me unconditionally and is one of the few ppl in my life who would stand up for my rights when I'm not freakin strong enough . thanks babe , iloveyou (:

anyhowwws , pictures taken above were frm just now , when we were eating . we're forever eating -.- piggy much .

- 4:37 AM

i am this close to letting this go . i dont know what i'm feeling . tearing myself to sleep is not fun . i cant take another Z drama . and i bet she's been keeping an eye on us . thats for sure . and the idea of her just disgusts me . like my lovely said to me , if it loves you enough , it'll do anything to be by ur side . but , no . sometimes , shit happens . you're virtual . i'm not feeling this anymore . fuck it . goodbye .

Tuesday, December 15, 2009 - 9:41 PM

sometimes I just want to sleep the hell out so I dont have to think much about you.

Monday, December 14, 2009 - 6:29 AM

hi beautiful , your face just dont seem to leave my heart . I.truly.miss.you .

- 6:13 AM

hi world . today was no ordinary monday . cause its the start of the ha-ha-holidays . I swear I'mma happy goober today . met up with Gwen around one-ish at town . we're absolute gays today because , we went to far east , and we both ate Horfun , went to CodeRed , we both bought something . went to F21 , we both bought something . went to Diva , and again we both bought something . Heheh . and ohh , the F21 at 313 is freakin four levels . ahhhh , paradise much (:

thennn , met Eunice for awhile cause she bought me Blast . woohoo ! me likey (: thanks babe , you knw iloveyou yes ?!

after that , off to visit Kiki at her workplace . she's super cute laaa , folding clothes . and yes , my feet almost went dead from all the hours of walking . I agree with Gwen , shopping should be a sport . cause its tiring ohkayyyyy . anyhoo , I'm tired and I want to sleep . thank god , no more effing projects or assignments for two weeks . please oh please last longer ?!

Thursday, December 10, 2009 - 5:24 PM

soo , this was ystd . when , everybody else was in school , busy with models , I was at Sha's place :/ HAHA . I know , I know , I shouldnt have done that . but , I had sooo much fun rolling on her bed , watching stupid videos , watching sea games on teevee -.- and laughing like nobody's business . IMISSTHIS . we used to do this all the time before poly started . now , we're busy most of the time ): and and ohh , we did a cover too . just like old times yes ? iloveyou SHA ! next time , we can sing , and bake our favourite weird shaped desserts k ? HAHAHA .

on a different note , I bumped into Zuzu when I was all alone otw to studio . me=walking. Zuzu=riding . honked , I looked . and then , okeh dah , end . i feel like uhm , idontknw what ! shit .

anyhooo , I need to bathe now and head for sch. submission's at 12 and I still hafta bind my RJ , and get a base for my model . okehbye lovers .

Wednesday, December 9, 2009 - 8:38 AM

It started with a kiss and turned out something else
the blood coils in through in my veins and i think of no one else
I nvr believed in much , but i believe in this
I'm incomplete without you , I'd kill to taste your kiss

I'm lost and lonely
scared and hiding
blind without you

when the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall,
I'll wait for you
when the days grow old and long, and my skin turns into stone
i'll wait for you
when the pain it seems too much,
and my heart starts beating out of touch , I dont need a thing.

- 5:40 AM

Day 2 .

F : wanna try arnot ? then you'll get ur truth
M : yea okeh , why not :/
F: *texted*
five minutes later , replied .
M : he fucking replied ?
F : he fucking did .
M : soo much for low uh -.- replied you in less thn 10 minutes pe .
F : go text uhh , just try .
M : shit laaa , i dont wna take this crap . i still got fucking model &storyboard &RJ -.-
F : just try , goo .
two hours later , tried texting .
current situation , ZERO , kapoooot , nothing .
thanks eh , for being a bitch when I seriously dont need this .

Saturday, December 5, 2009 - 10:19 PM

my late night saturday aint so boring with you around now L . (:

Thursday, December 3, 2009 - 5:27 AM

why baby why ?

Wednesday, December 2, 2009 - 5:22 AM

long story cut short , I woke up earlier than usual to get my ass to pasir ris , thn to URA building for some kind of fireldtrip . I swear that place is cool . Its like a mini-model of singapore . how I wish I had pollypocket dolls so I can stick them on the esplanade or in the middle of town . HAHA . anywayyyy , I walked alot alot alot today ! my legs are super sore frm walking la -.-

&thanks Khai , for not abandoning me horhh . if not , confirm some bangla would kidnap me on the way . HAHAHA .

met up with Twin again aft that , in town . and went to OC . and they have super cool toilets k . like they'd dry ur ass while you pee . acting all japan toilet . nyehhhhhhh . Twin&I were damn amazed k (: anyhowwwws , I'm very tired but I still need to go over the photos . Grrrrr , holidays , faster come please . &&&&

ImissL , I missL , ImissL . I feel damn bodoh la . stupid stupid -.- shall find something else to think about . okehbye .