you are my kind of beautiful Baby <3
yesssss. i agree with this , alot. I realised that when my Baby isnt around, I'd miss him. and I get frustrated, alot. and then i tend to shop, alot. hoping that I'd feel better after that. i spent 290bucks in two days. I feel happy only for awhile. and then I'd start missing him again. okay have to stop spending alr ): and yesssss, today's his last day working. then i'd finally see hm tmr (:
okay so I spent my saturday with Cnaty. heheh . whenever we talk, we always curse and swear at every sentence. this only happens when Im with her. haha. its all good. cause its in the blood. HAHA. went to town again cause we couldnt think of anywhere else to go. walked and bought, uhm alot of things. then we decided to train to Marina. wanted to go to spore flyer at first, but the roads were blockedddd. so we headed to some place idk where. and yes, we saw the f1 cars passing past us . uhr, abt exciting la huh. and it was fucking noisy it was pissing us off. anywayyy, im sitting at home on a sunday. i miss my baby ): come home faster pls. imissyou.
spent quality time with my Twin <3 yesterday over at town. planned to go to sch since it was alr the last day. but this girl overslept and i was too sleepy sooo, we decided to gave sch a miss. teehee. FuckYeah end of p2 alr, only god knows how happy I am !!! headed to FarEast to have our lunch first then we still ate fried mars bars aft that. Nom.Nom. I was super sad the day before cause I couldnt get the Levis watch that I wanted. went to Tangs to surveyed for other brands. and I settled for a Pink.Diesel watch. and fuh , its really chio . hehehhhh. i loveeeee it. thanks for helping me choose babe (: walked back and forth many times in search for a lantern for Twin's little bro. but unfortunately we couldnt find any. HAHA. her brother is super randam. he wants a lantern aft the lantern festival is alr over. but still, he very cuteeee. parted around eight-ish to meet Baby awhile aft he ended work. dinner-ed over at raffles and then we made our way home shortly aft that cus the F1 was being super noisy and I was a little annoyed plus baby looked super tireddddd. its okay, we can have the whole day tgt on monday, hopefully . hmmmkayyyy, gonna go meet my other favourite girl later. Chiaooooo ^^
so the one special person in your life isnt really perfect to everyone .
their words crawl in your head like ghosts in the walls.
for a moment you feel like letting everything go.
for a moment you dont see whats the point in staying anymore.
for maybe and only maybe there is someone else out there who deserves you more than he does.
but then, you look back.
you looked at all the things you both went through.
be it good, or bad.
you looked back at all the little things he did for you.
all the time he waited for you and how you would never wait for him for that long.
all the time when you had no one else to turn to, but you know he'd always be there for you. He's a constant.
all the really sweet moments that money just cant buy.
priceless.
anyone is free to say what they like.
the words might pierce you through your heart. you might get a little hurt.
but its only going to make you a stronger person.
because you believe that all of it is going to be worth it in the end.
you just have to believe what your heart tells you. and then everything would fall back into place.
what you believe might not be the most perfect thing in this entire world.
but if its the only thing that keeps you happy, then you shouldnt stop believing in it.
Ilovemy Baby.
He gives me piggy-back rides in school at night when im tired of walking.
i know i very heavy b. idk how you carry me also. HA HA.
he posts photos of me on his blog.
for some reason i get very happy. i am weirdddd. iknow.
he eats with me even when he's not hungry but i am.
he makes me laugh endlessly.
he kisses me when we see the full moon , half moon, uhr , no moon at all also. haha.
regardless of what others might think of you.
regardless of what others might think of me.
reagardless of what others might think of us.
you are the only boy that i truly love.
you make me happy, sad, angsty, angry and everything else.
haha. but i still lv you (:
and i think ur alr asleep now . hehe . gonna go sleep too . goodbye world!
i am finally done with the final model for p2. whoopwhoop . and ppl seem to like me glitter for the water thingy. heeeheeee i know glitter very pretty. thanks.thanks. HAHA. sacrificed a full night of not sleeping cause of my model which doesnt even look complete cus i'm too lazy and sleepy. anw thankyou everyone for the birthday wishes. gna go to aunt Elly's later to visit and celebrate my bday with the rest of the family (:
anw, the picture above was taken abt uhm, two days ago. whn me and Twin went to artfriend to get our materials. and spend a whole lot of time roaming around town as well. hafta go shop after p2 mannnzxs.
I think i have the cutest family evaaaar. haha . my aunt.Elly, Sissy and Mummy stress . cause they dont know wht to get me for my birthday. actually i also dont know wht i want lehh . i feel like i have everything that I need . but anywayyyy, i've put some thought about what i want and its either an iTouch or polaroid. and the hello kitty polaroid is so tiuuut. but i alr hv a dslr. and I want an iTouch so I can tweet whenever I want but I'm gonna change my phone at the end of the year. sooo , i really cannot decide :/ mummy is so nice she's gonna gimme moola on my birthday. i lv my mum <3 and im gonna get myself a decent watch with tht money . has everyone seen my watch ? been using it since sec4. gotta get rid of tht wand find something new yes? i think im gonna get a levis watch or nixon . okay idk cause both also very pretty. le sighhh .
okay its either thisssss .
or thissssss .
or this one . homygosh nixon why are you so chio . i hope they sell these in singapore.
uhrmmmm, i cannot decide which one i want.
hehehhh . ohkay going off soon now . got places to visit for raye . okehbye.
at night when the stars light up my room, i sit by myself
talking to the moon
try to get to you
in hopes you're on the other side , talking to me too
or am i just a fool
who sits alone talking to the moon ?
okehh yay . selamat hari raya everybodaye ! so anw my family's grey this year (:
sissy and I took some shots before heading to grandma's . went to grandma's house kinda late for the first time cause i didnt wanna walk in the rain . HAHA . whats newwww .
family over at Daddy's side .
and here's my two pretty princess Rihanna&Elysha (:
my very most favourite auntie who dotes on me . teehee .
Cnaty loose her glasses on that day . haha . pretty much (:
okeh this one my sissy's attempt to smile Fail . HAHAHA . its okeh dik , you still jambu (:
and this is KHALISH . homygosh . extremely cute cute cute boy ^^
homygosh look at him . soooo tiuuuuuut .
hehehh . hi razzi !
and yesssss , we lovelove our heels <3
anw more pictures are on my FB . too lazy to upload everything hereee . my hari raya went alrighhht. did my annual routine of hari raya prayers in the morning. and Daddy was the imam for the raya prayers in my area . my daddy's so hip im so proud of him . hehehh . he kinda has a nice voice actually (:
moving onnn, headed to my grandma's house arnd three-ish thn back to my house . thn after that to my other granny's house . i love see-ing all my baby cousins and all. they're just really really cute. and i just feel like hugging them and not let them go . teehee.
today's the second day of raye and i have ppl coming over to my house . tmr will be my turn to do my rounds over at hougang, eunos and blablabla. HAHA . yay moneymoney . ohkay dah cukop.
anyhooo , imissmy Bby. day two of me not looking at his face )': and its day two of me not smoking.
baaaaaaaaaah . ohkaybye .
Went to school in a baju kurung together with Twin today <3<3<3
Presented in a baju kurung today. I feel fucking weird in it. But ohkaaaay.
Headed out of school with Twin&Eunice aft that.
Bouced back to Twin's place just to watch telly until we both fell asleep .
Homygosh her sofa rocksssss . slept there like nobody's business. haha sorry babe.
At six-ish met with Bby to break-fast together.
And then it was homeeee.
Dear Mira,
1- Please stop cabbing to school. Wake up earlier and take the fucking bus damnit.
2-Smoke lesser la pls. Its gonna make you die faster and less smoking eqautes more money saved.
3-Stop buying flowers for your hair. You dont even use it all the time.
okay shall try and follow these for the time being. i wanna save moola. on a lighter note, HariRaya is coming. wheeee. sexcited yes? okeh i am. so old still so excited about raye . HAHA . okeh whatever shall go sleep now .
you're my boyfriend and Iloveyou . Alot . but i hate every girl you talk to unless they're just as good friends with me as with you .
yaaaaaay . im super happy today . cause i got my katyperry heels .
fuuuh so chio . i swear i wont stop staring at my feet on hari raya .
okeh gotta go do my model again .
sch officially suck . okehbye .
