spent my friday with boomSHAkalaka ! haha . remember how we always call you by that name when we were still in sec3 . I swear we can come up with the most stupidest and weirdest names like mooshoomooka&kapoot . I miss those puppets SHA ! anyway , went to school to meet loverboy first to get my puffysticks . sat down for abit , blablabla . thn headed to Tamp with this girl to chill . had fun talking abt girls rising back from the dead . watched little boys skateboarding . their attempts to do a high jump failed miserably every single time . SHA&I happyhappy fag&laugh on the steps .on a happyhappy note , bby's cmg over tmr to help me with my archicad ((((: teehee . okehbye .
If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my Internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You fall in love with my troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. why yes , I'm cheesey and I cannot help it. If you fall in love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my imperfections and my perception that nobody could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite my thinking that it is impossible.
I skipped class in the morning today. I'm sorry I just wasnt in the mood to wake up early and go to school . on a lighter note , I finally made a friend in class after a week of uhm , being invisible . the only nice person in class to talk to me was some boy beside me . at least he's nice enough to borrow me a pen to mark my attendance . thanks but idk what is ur name . but yea , I already have somebody to talk to in class , sooo I wont think it'd be that bad ? whatever , two more weeks to go and I'm done . anyway , towned with Gwen love just now . had our desserts and walked around . didnt buy anything because I am uhm , saving up for something important that's coming up ^^ btw , have you ppl seen the moon lately ? its real pretty ! and ohh , ilovemyboyfriend . hahaha . okehbye .
I woke up crying in the morning because I had a really bad dream about the whole world not caring about me. how sad is that ! went to sch for digiMod . and everybody's one is so chio except mine . damnit . its really depressing pls . i dont feel like going sch . fuck , i hate morning classes la . fuck . i dont feel like going sch . i miss having twin and eunice in class ): fuck it . im hitting the sheets now . kehbye .
overdue photo from last last week when the both of us were shopping for outfits . heheh . and btw , my Twin's hair is a little shorter compared to her previous haircut. but , I dont love her any lesser . she's still so cute to me la huhhh . sooo , Twin&Eunice came to meet me aft class just now since their class starts at six. lunced over at CS then revised italian with them for abit . HAHA . it was funny speaking in italian . I kept pronouncing the words wrongly then they kept laughing at me . evil ppl . giggled here and there non-stop . stalked girls on Twin's iPhone . ha ha . fagged for abit then they had to leave for sch around five-ish. I headed home after that . I've been coming home early lately . and its getting boring . boooo . okehbye .
howdeee . so , I kinda went to Universal Studios today . wanted to back out at first cause I just wasnt in the mood to be out of the house by 11 in the morning. but, I still went in the end and it was freakin worth it . haha . Uncle drove us there and we kinda got lost in the carpark because it was mega huge . anywayyy, the place is really pretty ! all of you should go . like seriously :D I had so much fun sitting for a 4D movie thingy in Shrek's far far away land . then , got on more rides which lasted for only 53seconds but had to wait in the queue for 45mins . uhhhuh , so longggg . Sis and I took pictures of ourselves while queueing cuase we were too bored. and did I mention the sun was freakin hot today ?! there were no shelters , okeh just very little . but , it didnt really matter to me just now . HAHA . anyhoo , th highlight of the day had to be the roller coaster ride in the dark at uhmmm , mummy world I think . shit i forgot which part it was . really thrilling !!! it was helluva fun (: after spending the whole day walking around non-stop , headed over to the shops . wanted to get something for myself at first . but I couldnt decide wht to buy . soooo , I kinda bought stuff for my two favourite lovers , Twin&Eunice and the boy too , of course . haha .okeh , I'm really exhausted frm everything that's been happening . okehbye !
thanks H&M for helping me during DigiMod . teehee . I miss twin ! she's been mia-ing . hahaha . but I'm meeting her aft 3 tmr cause her fisherman will be away working (: since baby and twin has class frm 6-9 , I went off with F to tamp just now . walked around in search of wht to get for her bf for their one yr anni which is uhmmm , tmr . HAHAHA . nice one F . anddd , I hv no plans tmr ): somebody ask me out !
overdue pictures from ystd . heh . and I am damn sad right now because I will be damn lonely for my morning classes . idk who's gonna be in the same class as me )': fuck laaaaa . far king beach !!!!!! . i feel like killing someone now . okehbye .
I'm just having one of those nights where I'm feeling super insecure . fucking insecure . i see pretty noses and white skin and then i get scared . i hope it'll go away by tmr .
TWIN<3 is missing from the picture ): but its a-ohkay , cause sch is opening soon and then we can see each onther everyday . not really looking forward to start doing assignments again . but , oh well . I love my FYeahTumblr girls ! we're meeting in the morning on monday before the genesis thing for breakfast . HAHA . goodluck waking up yea . okeh , meeting sis in abt an hour . sooo , bye :D
you are my best remedy SITI SHAHIRAH . haha . thank you for making my paranoid thoughts go away today . thank you for keeping my mind busy from everything else . because I was really sad before I met you today . shopping with you next week keh , I promise alr . hehheh . loveyou . okehbye (:
sooo , I kinda write this on paper since I was really bored in the morning . watching GLEE makes me very happy . and getting a call from TWIN<3 made me happier . hehe . I miss that girl truckloads . and oh , late evening picnic with my FyeahTumblr girls was really fun yesterday . pasir ris park was peaceful on weekdays as usual and we couldnt stop laughing from playing Shoot.Shag.Marry . heh . classic game . anywayyy , I really really miss him . its just not normal for us to not meet you know . esp when ur in the same class , and you're so used to see-ing his face every single day . the stupid camp that he's at now makes me realise how much he really means to me . as cliche as this sounds , its freakin true . anywayy , I'll be meeting Sha later for a movie . we're watching Date Night this time . okeh , I just need to make it through another day , then I can see baby during the weekends . yay ! okehbye (:
ahhh , this was just now . whn SHA accompanied me to sch . this time , to submit my freakin forms . effing leceh sia . the sch made me come and go in two days . wahlao . buuut , I got to meet Baby (: for awhileee . yes , only for a tiny bit . how sad . but , its better than not getting to meet him at all yes ?
anywayyy , SHA and I stayed in the sch lib for abit to check out DMC online . hahaha . we love love love tht movie cause its just really gay . after getting bored alr , we headed to Tamp for lunch over at KFC since the both of us really wanted to eat some good chicken . HA HA . then , went to starbucks to slack over mocha frappe . NOM ! spent quality time with this girl , because whn sch opens we'd be really busy ): sch's a bummer , seriously . iLOVEYOU SHA .
sidetrackkk , if anybody's wondering why its raining today . it is truly because I was feeling empty whn I was alone on the bus ride home . Imissmy KHYR.baby laaaaa . okehbye .
