
I'd loveeee another pair of these pleaseeeeee ?! pretty please ?! and ohh , I gave in to shiny scissors again , and got a shorter fringecut , all thanks to my sis -.- now its mega short laaaa . haiyooo . face of a MOFO !


to Yani&Adik , thanks for following me just nowww ?! (:
loveyouboth , truckloads !

I have a cut on my thumb on a freakin friday morning cause I was rushing through my model . niceeee -.- initially , I didnt wanna go to sch , but I did in the end . consultation was bleak cause my model sucked big timeee ):
but , met up with Gwen aft tht to TampMall to have dinner over at Pizza Hut . OM.NOM.NOM (: and uhmmm , I kinda told her my darkest darkest secret . like no one else knows abt it except her . cause I'm veryveryvery scared to tell it to anyone elseee . yeahuhh , sooo its a little secret between us okeh ? shhhh . and , did you knw there was a full moon tonight ? it was shining like really brightly , && it was so pretty . sorry , I get excited whenever I see the moon and stars . teehee .
anyhowwwws , I think I'mma go get materials alone tmr and start on model -.- to TWIN , get well soon okeh !? havent seen you in 2 days alr . how sad ): IMY Blair !!! okehbye , I wanna go sleeep.

Twin's short hair is lawa ohkay (: teehee . anyways , thank you sunshine for celebrating our I.DONT.KNOW.WHAT day today . but I know , ur my pillar of strength , and ILY veryvery much . hello monday , and hello to model submission day . happy or what siaaa !? did our normal routine of heading to town aft sch . lunched over at Far East , and I bumped into my long lost lover . HAHA . Eunice & Twin couldnt stop laughing -.- come onnn , I was only thirteen . shopped again , on impulse . GAHHH . need to save more CASHHH . then trained back to pasir ris with Twin .
:DDDDD , and then home .
ohkeh goodnighteverybodaye !

this was how my hair looked like aft the cut . it made a huge difference to me ): head's feeling lighter , hair's like bouncy-er . weird feeling . but , nvm . it'll grow in time .
Blair got a haircut too ! so JIWE right , getting our hairs cut on the same day . heheh . meeting her and the boys later for ReeRee's gig . okeh.bye (:


my saturday was spent with my lovely.lovely cousin&Adik . went for a hair-chop first before making our way to town. and ohh , it was effing packed with ppl , cause I think CNY's coming , and everybody's shopping -.- bumped into my lecturer whn I was browsing through stuffs for my model and I only took with me 2 artcards , thts all . IDK how to do a skecth model , damn it !
anyhowwws , did alot of catching up , and I found out tht my cousin's a huge gangstaaaa of ite simei . fierce uhh this chick ! HAHA . kidding , ILY nurSinati (:
bus-ed to parkway aft tht for dinner where we saw more familiar faces . and then headed home . plan to start my model at night , didnt worked . yes , the word is PROCRASTINATE .
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howdee ! I cant wait to chop-chop my hair later. scared and sexcited at the same time . dont ask me why , i'm just afraid of the aunties who cuts my hair. but I love the shiny scissors. teehee.
anyhowssss , my friday was ohkehh . went to sch to watch Twin did her Vpress , then just slacked around school. but the night part was the prettiest , because I got to sit under the stars. yes , amazingly there were stars when I wasnt even looking for them . HAHA . they gave me a surprise laaa , how cute (: see , sometimes when you dont come looking for them , they appear right in our faces .
sidetrackkk , its freakin two more days to the 25th . this is not a sad event , its an effing happy event because its Twin&I's ANNI ! (: Blair&Serena's Day Out !

I skipped MMfund in the morning , to accompany Twin to fancy paper . seee , I'm damn nice like that right Twin !? hheheh . yessss , I dont like coming for morning class . cause 3hrs of sitting infront of th computer is really really boring to the extreme ! try doin tht for one month , ur arse will go square i'm telling you . anywayssss , lunched over at food culture aft tht and off to school to complete our assignments -.-
and and , we were kacau-ed again by another crazy/weird dude . FAGGGGGGGGG . its the second time in three days . all the crazy ppl are taking over . I must learn boxing alr , so I can fight them away the next time . annoying sia .
anyhows , I need to do RJ . 15 entries to do , and I have not even started on one yet . I am dead for my elect laaaa :/ okehbye .
hi , imiss my cotton candy , imiss talkin abt cotton candy , imiss being with cotton candy . ilove cotton candy .

have I mentioned how weird/funny/scary/hilarious things always always happens to us when we're alone together ?! HEHEH . yes , the weirdest things always do . and this was wht happened at Tamp int just now .
situation : Twin was talking to me abt somethin.somethin , and I was really into it , IDK why . so , I didnt care abt everything else around me , I swear to god -.-
Twin : alaaaa , the dude frm eng la .
Me : HUH ?! which one ? I dont remember . hahaha .
suddenly , this creepy dude with red eyeballs came out of nowhere , and approached us . thn we were like , ohkaaaaaaaaay ,
dude , you're getting too close . sooo , we do wht we do best , and POWERWALKED away from him , yes we freakin powerwalked ohkay . I was afraid to even look back ! cause he looked damn scaryyyy , like some christmas ghost . and so , I thought tht we were alr safe from the freaky dude . BUT WE WERE DEAD WRONG ! thinking tht we alr lost him among the crowd , we continued our convo . and thennnnnn , this happened ,
*twin and I happily walking , and currently beside me was a huge-huge wall* and thennn , tht weird dude jumped out of nowhere frm behind the huge wall , and said "ADIK(: " with this stupid fugly smile . OHMYGOD ! twin and I screamed like crazy in the middle of the int . all the ppl there were staring at us . but , I didnt cared at all . we walked like crazy fast , not daring to turn back . I panicked , and couldnt stop talking cause i was veryvery scared . my fingers were trembling and my body was shaking inside sia . and yes , thts abt it .
i'm sorry if this doesnt sound scary to any of you , but I swear it scared the shit outta me .
okehbye .
and even whn this mind of mine is filled with truckloads to work to do , most of the time its still thinking about YOU . yes , YOU ):its ohkay , i'll wait for you .


today was supposed to be a day for me to sit , and do my website . but , my attempt FAILED , like major . sheeesh ! met up with Hanisa at 3 over at downtown . grabbed my Cupwalker (: , started my lappy and then , didnt do Dreamweaver or any kinda shit at all . because today we realised tht , no Shikin equates : us knowing nothing at all -.- GAHHH . I am going to DIE for my elective laaaa , die die die ):
anywayyy , met Khai aft tht to return me my matric card over at Starbucks . come bck to school la okeh Khai !? dont keep working , because thn you'd be too busy for me ): someone alr ditched me for work , not you too ohkay ? me no likey .
and ohh , I'm done with my model but IDK wht design principle or relationship it is -.- I need help from everybodaye tmr !!!!! and thn rush arnd sch like no mother as usual to print this , and that and everything else . GAHHH . goodbye lovers , i'm goin bck to a whole lot of staring before i go to bed (:

babe , be strong kay ?! dont crycry anymore in the middle of the night alritey !? I will always be ur Serenah and you'll always be my only Blair . we're like the blondie and the bitch . hehheh . i know its freakin difficult to want and need to get over something , but we must do it . MUST ! haha . we shall be the very super strong girls who'll put love aside and earn mega CASH in the future a-ohkay !? thn we can go travel/shop/live in a big big hse together whn we grow up (: big dreams , I know . but , lets do this together yes !? bacause boys just know how to break our hearts . period . HAHA .
anywayyyyy , I had fun playing catching around the studio in th middle of the night with Twin , and santa and the other boys . at the end of the night , I was panting , tired from all the stupid running . but , it was fun alright . mcm primary school . headed to pasar malam at pasir ris aft tht , and thn homeee .
ohh , I bumped into HAZ last night too !!! (: super shockingggg , but yeah . we took the same bus home , & I got to know some juice . wootutooot !
I miss a very pretty boy who promised to fly with me with manymany balloons .
although you made me cry in public , I still love you la okeh adik ?! and today ily a little extra , and only because we know why (:


uhrrrrr , this is yummy sparkling water with some strawberry&lemon flavour . its good !
summarising today : went down to bedok north st 3 , to measure the freakin site . wanted to head to pasar malam initially . but TWIN & I ditched the plan and headed to town instead . lunched and thn Starbucks . faggggggg , i need to start bringing lunchbox to sch tmr . cause I am oh-so-broke :/ ohkaaaaay , i wanna sleep . bye .


hi , idontknw if you hate me now , but I have never hated you . thank you , for making me a very happyhappy girl for the past few months or so . having you here in my life was truly amazing . you never fail to put a smile on my face whenever I'm with you or just reading your texts . I dont know how you feel when ur with me . cause I dont get butterflies in my stomach whn I'm with you , I feel fireworks blasting in all directions . even when everyone told me tht there's something wrong in our relationship , I still ignored all of them , because i choose to believe only you . but I learned tht if you love something bad enough , you should let it go . even if it means , you being left alone , all sad and lonely . sometimes i just wish you were here with me . but , truth is , ur not anymore . I just want you to be happy . tc , ISLYVM .


hello babies ! this was ystd , before the Real Fun started . heheh . Twin , Sis & I headed to bedok lib awhile to kill time . got ourselves MochaFrappe and camwhorred like nobody's business . afterwhich , Twin and I went down to TampMall awhile just to eat Twister Fries , cause we're crazy over those weird curly-wirly things . OM.NOM.NOM (:
sidetrackkk , did I mention tht I bumped into HBK for 2days in a row alr ?! whats this man ? I feel like 16 all over again . HAHA . the first was at TP , nxt day was at bedok -.- veryvey suay loh .
thennn , made our way to TP's jam&hop . and yes , it was hella fun I tell you . Sleeq performed !!! psssst , Twin&I were in the second row , and they smiled right at us lohhh . no kidding . HAHA . happy or what sia ?!
but but but , the best part has got to be the dance-off . two straight hours of non-stop dancing/jumping/moving/singing.super.loudly was super tiring . but , AWESOMEEEEEEE . the last time I went to these kinda things was in , sec4 ? HAHA . with my dearest HAZ and her friends . the effing loud songs , and flashing lights really took my mind off EVERYTHING . now I cant wait to turn eighteen and become legal . nyehhhh . anyhowsss , I'm so happy to share these moments with all my Upper.East.Siders and esp, TWIN !!!! iloveyou manymany ohkay . my only sunshineeeeee (:
before I forget , to those who's taking their O results , tmr , BEST OF LUCK yea ?! to my bro-in-law , I knw you cn make it oneee . and to Huda also , if you're reading this , I wish you the best k . takecare everybodaye ! :D