soo , this post is for a someone , yes you know who are . firstly , I apologise kay . for being a stupid cum crazy woman to assume every single thing . I was wrong for doing tht . and , I dont blame you for wht happened , maybe its just tht he's alr bored with me or something , idontknow . no hard feelings ohkeh my dear girl ? :D
anyhooo , i think just being committed to P1 is the best for now , since its just very important . and I'm very grateful for my lover , amirah sueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , and the other boys in class . they always make me a happyhappy kambeng (: thanks uh , for making me cry and laugh at the same time just now . hehehhh , but nonetheless , i still love em .
truth is , imissyou everyday . like , i'm sooo used having someone to put me to sleep everynight . been goin on for the past 4months or so . and now , i'm pretty sure its nvr coming bck . i miss ur freakin long essays tht makes me smile even if its at 3am in the morning . and if anyone asks why are you so special to me , i'd say , What's not special about you ? and its cute , the way you always ask me to adjust ur hair , just the way I like it , evry single time whn we meet . I miss the way you look whn you just arrive and give me ur tightest hugs . and I miss all ur non-stop sorry's for being late altho it annoys me sometimes . all ur things are kept close with me .
point is , i really miss you . i'm sorry , for not being good enough .
it hurts now tht you're not here anymore . but , i cant force anything out of you .
