okeh so , this post may get a little cheesey . sooo , back off if ur not up for it kehhh . yes baby , its only been one month and I bet many ppl will laugh at me abt this heartfelt post . but IDONTCARE ! cause I love my boyfriend very much . therefore , this post is only for you baby (:
I remember almost clearly the point in time where I reminded myself not to fall in love all over again and quit getting myself into a love mess . after i fell out of love with L , i concluded tht boys were stupid . but , when KHYR started to harbor some kind of special feelings for me, I wanted to retreat . I was afraid of playing victim again. I wanted to rule my own life and tell everyone, I'm happy being with myself.
But let me tell you , those few months that I shared with him , totally kept me away from my horrifying past experience. I felt like I was going to be really happy all over again. Initially, we started as friends, but as the days went by, I needed him in my life like almost constantly. and then , BOOM ! I found myself uncontrollably in love with him. The more I see his face, the more I want to be with him. The more we held hands, the more I didn't want to let go. HE then began to win a sacred place in my heart that no other person has had . please dear, know that this heart beats for only you. The times where I doubted you, was merely pure jealousy. I may not show you my true affection I have for you, but deep deep down inside, you're the only boy who have managed to successfully make me tremble when I see you, make my stomach churn when I'm waiting for you, and give me the happiness I can never ask for. so please my baby, know that whatever happens , rain or shine , hot or cold , you'll be the only person I'll love .
happy one month baby (:
