Babyyy , you are my priority . Dont ever question me about that . iloveyou .
my heart feels restless .
i want to sleep .
i want to cry .
i just dont know what to do .
i feel stupid .
bye i feel like staying at home tmr .
you dont care .
Before you met me
I was alright but things , were kinda heavy
You brought me to life ,now every febrauary
you'll be my valentine.
My heart stops , when you look at me
Just one touch and I believe that this is real .
hi Twin<3 , thank you for comforting me when I was crying like a little girl on the bus just now . when my mind was in a whirl whirl just now . whn i could not think straight for a moment just now . for making me feel better when some apek was staring at me just now . cause you know abt my fear with old apeks . ur hugs work like magic . iheartyou babe .
I had a mega awesome time with my B today ^^ awesome awesome awesome . heheh . idk why i feel so happy today . so anyway , met him around six-ish first . thn we headed to city hall and yeaaaa , it was freakin packed with people . urghhh , which made me kinda pissed . had satay&roti john over at the foodcourt at esplanade . om.nom.nom. then there were fireworks blasting while we were eating . omg , damn sexciting ! my heart kinda jump cus it was really really pretty . and my cutecute boy was beside me . i was just so happy . ha ha ha . went off to watch a band perform for abit thn headed to the rooftop . sat for a little while more and then it was time for me to go off . bought chocolate covered marshmellows before walking all the way back to marina . i had such a fun time with you today Bby . okeh , im damn tired and sleepy now . hitting the bed soooon (:
hi Bby , I think you sort of fell asleep while textinggg )': heheh . you very cute la huh . I dont think I can meet you this weekend . keh , thats even sad . so I think I'mma stay at home and try to do my work . I know I see you everyday , but a day of not looking at ur face will make me go restless like some aimless girl . really !!! its madness , but its true . you are a need to me hunney . heh . iloveyou veryvery much . you know arnot bby ?
after a super long time of not meeting , we finally get to meet . and thank you for belanje-ing me just now babe . ur the best ! it felt like secondary sch all over again . only this time, we werent in uniforms . teehee . we sort off spent the whole time at TampOne's rooftop talking . then her bf came for awhile . bus-ed home together after that . like for the first time , someone is bus-ing home with me . HAHA . sat awhile more at her void deck to laugh over thingsssss :D and then headed home . whoop.whoop . we're meeting again soon i think , and this time im going to her side of the school . fuh , woodlands (:
Im falling all over myself.
I dont wanna fight this world alone.
I wanna fight it with you.
today was site-analysis day . it wasnt really fun . the fact that we were under the sun for quite some time . and i am allergic to the sun . yes , its true . but , its kinda funny because the site chosen for p2 is at east coast . and its directly infront of Riri&Esha's house . took photos , blablabla . lunched over at parkway thn had to go back to sch for class . sighhh . headed to TampOne with Bby aft sch . idk why i was stoning , alot , today . no reason . i think . thn ants keep biting my legs and things . i told them to stop . but they wont listen ): they had to bite and made my body itchy . they just had to . i am so sad . urghhh . okeh im tired . tired . i feel like sleeping now . but i cannot . kehbye .
Dear all of you who've wronged me .
I am , I am a zombie .
Again , again you want me to fall on my head .
I am , I am , I am a zombie .
How low , how low , how low would you push me ?
Cinaty accompanied mt to town today . heheh . thanks babeee . bought myself a skirt from Bershka . woohoo ! I was superrr sleepy just now , but this girl still made my day (: headed down to Marina after that for dinner and caught the fireworks too . it was real pretty and crowded with many familiar faces . oooooh . haha . got tired from all the travelling so went went home around nine-ishh . okeh , going kain shopping with mummy tmr . urggggh . and i hope i get to meet the boy tmr toooooo ): okeh bye .
fuhhhhh . this picture is super long ago . HAHA .
hahahhahaa . so we kinda had a long.long.long convo . after a long.long.long time . heheh . miss.you !
the boy's in camp now for idk what also . so thts why Im spending my friday at home . sooo saaaad . we're suppose to be celebrating our fifth tmr . but , its okehhhh . i shall wait for him outside sch on sunday (: and thank you bby for making me feel safe when I got really scared just now :/ iheartyou .
today's a friday and I'm home like super early. HA HA . but I feel ohkay i guess . Im tired from sch anyway . finally done with this block . p2 is coming next . urghhh . fasting month some more . wahlao . sooo , since I have like nth else to do i'mma do a little post for these two . teehee . i apologise like hardcoreee for going off with him sometimes . i know you both understand , but I feel reallyreally bad . thank you for always being there for me no matter what . thank you for always keeping my moods up when im down . hehehh . i miss town-ing with the both of youuuu . heh . love.you.two truckloadssss (:
i feel like crying . i still feel bad . i suck . okehbye .
I was late for school . whats new ? watched ppl present . blablabla . today i found tht all the good things that I do are like not counted . sighhh . life sucks . just cause we dont "bathe" . wth . okeh nvm . only twin&I know . nyehhh . eunice drove us to Ikea aft class to eat (: slacked for abit after that thn she drove me back to school cause I had night class and I cannot skip anymore or I'd get a warning letter frm sch . and I dont wnt tht cause if my parents knw , i will die . class ended super early just now . did my usual after sch routine thn went home abit earlier today . okehbye .
im sorry if you all think im spending too much time with my bf . im sorry i keep making plans thn i keep backing out . its because im busy . im sorry . i hope you understand and not be angry .
I will be yours forever , faithfully.
I cant promise you a perfect relationship without arguments over our differences and trust issues . however , I can promise you as long as you're trying I'm staying .
hi . i want p1 to happen all over again . cause tht was when I fell for you . actually , no . I fell for you a long time ago alr . but , tht was when i told you tht i liked you . teehee . iloveyou hardcore baby (:
wootutoot . this was ystd when we headed to town attempting to take more photos . urrrghh . so lame . ppl must've think that we're obsessed with the site . holding our cameras and taking photos of strangers walking . how lameeee . anyways , everyone had no class ystd except for me . i am such a sad story . rushed bck to sch from town and I was an hour late . thanks to the stupid bus . went home alone for the first time . it felt weirdddd like I had nth to hold on to . like i had no one to talk to . felt so aloneyyyy . but its okehhhh . reached home earlier thn usual and my mummy was surprised . come home late , complain . come home early , question me . sighhhhh . whd dyou wnt from me ? hurrrrrhhh . okeh , i shd be getting rdy to sch and shit . having apel lessons at 3 , and thn night class . life sucks . okehbye .
hi . im scared . suddenly i fear a day . a day where you'd finally get bored of my face . bored of my looks . bored of the way i talk . bored of my everything . my friends tell me it'll happen to me someday . maybe soon . maybe not so soon . but I know it'll come one day .and when that day comes , i will be crying like idk whud . and you wouldnt care . cause ppl say its normal ): idk how its normal cause i've nvr been in a relationship as long as them . maybe thts why all th boys i've dated in th past didnt last . cause we'd just end it aft we get bored . and the feelings were mutual . i think . well at least on my part .but i hope this time its different . i hope this time it'll last . and when the day tht you'd get bored of me comes , i'd still be there . still be here , waiting . and longing for you everyday like how my friends are feeling for th ones they love . no matter how shitty things might get along the way , i'd still stay . cause i learn tht these things are bound to happen . and its apparently normal .
Had a super duper lazy weekend. at first, I planned to stay in my room and not come out on sunday because I found like weird red spots all over my body on saturday night . the feeling was super depressing . like nothing could cure how ugly I felt on that day . went home to bathe and scrubed doubly hard hoping that all the spots would go away but it didnt ): thennn , magic kinda happened . it was gone after like three hours . thaaaaank goooood . anyhows my sunday was spent with the girls over at town to take photos of our site . Im sooo sick of sch . cannot be bothered to do anything . all of us started snapping photos at like seven-ish , sooo it was kinda dark . thennn , we got tired so we headed for skatepark to slack for abit . thn blablabla happened . hahahhaaha . then my Cammy stared being a bitch , again . wahlao hit you against th wall thn you know . pfftzxs . okehhh , im up soo early tdy and Im alr done with my speech . woohoo ! will be going to town again to take more photos with my girls laterrr . okehbye (:
I'm not good enough nor ever will be . not for anything or anyone .
Im sorry if I've hurt you in any way .
I didnt mean to .
my flaws are all over the place .
hi Sha , you came finding me at the right moment . iloveyou very much . ur a super pro . like how the hell did you know i was feeling like shit !? how the hell did you sense i was feeling different . haha . heartyouuu forever and ever .
its friday alr . whoopwhoop . time is going by super fast . so anyway I had an awesome friday . cabbed to sch cause I sort of overslept . all my grpmembers did -.- met Baby first thing in the morning (: sketched and minded my own business . finished it on time , thank god . and my presentation was okehhh . except tht I talked nonsense whn it was my turn . i really dk wht I was rambling about . plus I was freezing like crazyyy , and I had a really bad cramp . idkwhyyyy . thennnn , accompanied Twin<3 to finish her assignment and headed to Tamp to eat after that . got a call from Eunice saying tht she got her dad's car for the night . we got super sexcited sooo Eunice fetched us from downtown and drove to IKEA first to eat vanilla ice cream . I lovelovelove sitting in her car and singing super loudly like nobody's business . had fun getting honked by other cars , getting lost thinking tht we're on our way to freakin yishun , and screaming . fetched Flinda frm tampOne , and went to lepak at some uluuu place . hehehh . my friday was awesomeeee . buuut , I hv freakin CDS tmr morning and I cannot skip . urghhhhhhhhh . i feel so stupid gg to sch on a saturday la seriouslyyyyy . okehbye !
