hi . im scared . suddenly i fear a day . a day where you'd finally get bored of my face . bored of my looks . bored of the way i talk . bored of my everything . my friends tell me it'll happen to me someday . maybe soon . maybe not so soon . but I know it'll come one day .and when that day comes , i will be crying like idk whud . and you wouldnt care . cause ppl say its normal ): idk how its normal cause i've nvr been in a relationship as long as them . maybe thts why all th boys i've dated in th past didnt last . cause we'd just end it aft we get bored . and the feelings were mutual . i think . well at least on my part .but i hope this time its different . i hope this time it'll last . and when the day tht you'd get bored of me comes , i'd still be there . still be here , waiting . and longing for you everyday like how my friends are feeling for th ones they love . no matter how shitty things might get along the way , i'd still stay . cause i learn tht these things are bound to happen . and its apparently normal .
