i feel super binget today . one moment my mum told me to go to sch to do my work . and the next thing you know my mum was begging me to stay at home since today is her birthday . idontknow wht i feel today . i feel effing lost . i cannot decide what i want . and im bad at making decisions . so bad at it that i feel like urggggh keh nvm . and my daddy wants me to get a degree . siao . I laughed and rolled when he said that . i know myselfff . i'll nvr be good enough for a degree . not happening . but i remembered being really happy for awhile . my little girl passed her MATH with a freakin A on it . a huge huge A ohkehh !? omg , im supaaa proud of her . idk why i felt real happy about it . omg im such a pro with kids . i made her pass with super awesome rainbow flying colours ! i saw pure joy in her eyes when she told me abt it . haha . soo cute i swear . im so sorry i vent all my anger on you sometimes , but all the scoldings paid off in the end yess ? (: i shd just quit sch and be a full-time tutor right ? okeh no , or else my parents would skin me aliveee . haa haa . i miss my boyf , alot . i cannot meet him . the feeling is killing me . baaaah . my thoughts are all over the place . i dont think this post is making anysense at all . okaybye .
